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Wolf MaruMA

@maru-maru

🐺 + 😈 = 🤗💕
W- big brother, what a cute cow pig!
G- This is a bee-bear.

A small fragment from Wolfram's "childhood". Gwen tries to be a good brother with a sense of his beauty!)))🎏🌟🐝

HOW DOES YOUR MUSE CARRY EMOTIONS

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ANGER,     jaw clenching, hands balling into fists, teeth grinding, yelling, going non verbal, stuttering speech, rushed speech, slow concise speech, rambling, quiet, arms crossing, shaking head, tearing up, animated, expressionless, projects, internalizes, vents, withdraws, passive aggressive, direct, physical outbursts, verbal outbursts.

JOY    easy smiles, fighting back grins, suppressed laughter, loud laughter, giggles,chuckling, smirks, whole body laughs, covers mouth when laughing/giggling, throws head back when laughing, slaps leg, touches people around them when laughing, looks down when laughing, looks for eye contact when laughing, sparkling eyes, bubbly happiness, quiet subtle happiness, obnoxious happiness, wants to spread joy, quietly savors joy.

SADNESS,     crying, bottling it up, seeks distractions, wallows, meditates and processes, avoidance, seeks out comfort, withdraws, talks it out, internalizes it, sad smiles, depression naps, uses alcohol, uses drugs, seeks out sources of joy, fidgets with sentimental item,sits in silence, broods, gets moody, wants someone to share the misery, tries to hide negative emotions, nurtures others to make themselves feel better.

EMBARRASSMENT / SHAME,     blushing, looking away, rubbing at back of head, covering face, laughing nervously, laughs it off, overthinks, lets it go, self deprecating humor, deflects, gets irritated, smiles, withdraws, crossing arms over stomach, crossing arms over chest, hands in pockets, shoulders sinking, shrugs, falling into silence until comfortable again, talking a lot to compensate.

GUILT,     avoiding eye contact, shoulders sinking low, head hanging down, crying, chest aches, lashes out, internalizes, apologizes, deflects, communicates, withdraws, grand gestures for forgiveness, accepts fault easily, punishes themselves, martyrdom, victim complex, guilt complex, healthy conscience, internalizes even after forgiveness, seeking redemption, moves on easily, denial, lack of guilt/conscience, sorry they got caught more than caused harm, can’t handle knowing they hurt others.

FEAR / ANXIETY,     trembling, crying, sarcasm/sass to cope, rambles, goes silent, gets angry, fidgeting, clenching jaw, picking at nails, chewing at lip, pulling at clothes, adjusting jewelry/clothing, swallowing thickly, eyes widening, over-reacts, under-reacts, calm, logical, panic, irrational, overthinks, carefully analyzes, talks to themselves, breathing exercises, fight, withdraw, fawn

tagged:  @nulltune​  *blows a kiss into the sky* for lynn
tagging:  i’m so late to this i think everyone has done it already but >/ you

I genuinely want kkm to get an anime remake that is more faithful to the light novels. Like novel novel. I want sassy as shit Yuuri gushing about how beautiful the men are, I want Wolfram to not be a walking clingy gay joke that got done extremely dirty, I want Conrad to be less of the perfect bland character, I want the characters to look less like doodles that jumped out of my 4th grade notebook's margin. I want the genuine lgbt stuff with lighthearted gay jokes that were in the light novel as opposed to the almost homophobic trash that was in the anime.

Its gonna be 2022, I'm pretty sure we can get this without the early 2000s mainstream homophobia piling in... right?

                        TRAITS & CHARACTERISTICS

Repost & tag away BOLD all that applies to your muse. Italicised - applicable in some way.
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Eyes: blue | green | brown | hazel | gray | gray-blue | silver | other

Hair: blond | sandy | brown | black | auburn | ginger | grey | white | multi-colour | other

Body type: skinny | slender | slim | built | curvy | athletic| average | muscular | pudgy | overweight

Skin: pale | light | fair | freckled | tan | olive | medium | dark | discoloured | other

Gender: male | female | trans | cis | agender | demigender | genderfluid | other | doesn’t like labels

Sexuality: heterosexual | homosexual | bisexual | pansexual | asexual | demisexual | other | unsure | doesn’t like labels

Romantic orientation: homoromantic | heteroromantic | biromantic | panromantic| aromantic | demiromantic | unsure | doesn’t like labels

Species: human| undead | shapeshifter | demon | angel | witch | ghost | incubus / succubus | werewolf | alien | mutant | android | other 

Education:high school| college | university | master’s degree | PhD | none | other

I’ve been: in love | hurt | ill |mentally abused | bullied | physically abused | tortured | brainwashed | shot

Positive traits: affectionate| adventurous| athletic| brave| careful | charming | confident| creative| cunning | determined| forgiving | generous | honest | humorous| intelligent | loyal| modest | patient | selfless| polite | down-to-earth | diligent | romantic | moral | fun-loving | charismatic| calm

Negative traits: aggressive | bossy | cynical | envious | shy | fearful | greedy | gullible| jealous | impatient | impulsive | cocky | reckless | insecure| irresponsible | mistrustful | paranoid | possessive | sarcastic | self-conscious | selfish | unstable | clumsy | rebellious| vengeful | anxious | self-sabotaging | self-sacrificing | moody | peevish | angry | pessimistic | slacker | thin skinned | overly dramatic | argumentative

Living situation: lives alone | lives with parent(s) / guardian | lives with significant other | lives with a friend | drifter | homeless | lives with children |other | verse dependent

Parents/guardian:mother | father| adoptive | aunt | uncle| foster | grandmother | grandfather | others | 

Sibling(s): sister(s) | brother(s) | none |other

Relationship: single | crushing | dating| engaged | married | separated | it’s complicated | verse dependent| polyamorous | other

I have a(n): developmental disorder | learning disorder | personality disorder | mental disorder | anxiety disorder | sleep disorder | eating disorder | behavioral disorder | substance-related disorder | Autism | PTSD | mental disability | physical disability | other | none

Things I’ve done before: had alcohol| smoked | stolen | done drugs | self-harmed | starved | had sex | had a threesome | had a one-night stand | gotten into a fist fight | gone to the hospital | gone to jail | used a fake ID | played hooky | gone to a rave | killed someone | had someone try to kill them

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Movie study

Call Me by Your Name

Dir. Luca Guadagnino (2018)
Character study:
Wolfram von Bielefelt and Yuuri Shibuya (Takabayashi Tomo & Matsumoto Temari, Maruma, 2008)

Movie study

Atonement

(Dir. Joe Wright, 2007)
Character study:
Gwendal von Voltaire and Anissina von Karbelnikoff (Takabayashi Tomo & Matsumoto Temari, Maruma, 2008)
Bear with me, I enjoy studying movie scenes lately^^ gonna post some compilations.

         “yes i DO still feel seasick yes i DID just get out of the bath yes i AM just wearing a robe and a head towel yes i WILL still swordfight this entire ship of pirates”