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kat they/them 18

being a girl and hitting puberty is so traumatic. you go from being a genderless little free thing to being hit with shaving and makeup and growing breasts and skincare and menstruation and suddenly being sexualised when like a few years ago you could take your shirt off to play in the stream and trade yugioh cards with the boys and come home covered in mud and not even think about it. and then you spend years hating being a girl and hating everything puberty did to you and wishing you could be a boy or be completely genderless again and it takes you Many years to come to terms with yourself Or you simply try to Lean In to everything and do makeup tutorials on YouTube and claim it’s for fun. like how can this be treated as normal

They really are such a comfort to draw

[ID: a drawing of Jonathan Sims and Martin Blackwood from the Magnus Archives. Jon is a short brown man with long braided grey hair, wearing a green cardigan. Martin is a fat white man with curly ginger hair tied up in the back, streaked with white and an undercut. He’s wearing a lime green cardigan over a yellow shirt. The two men embrace each other, smiling. A quote to their left reads “All I really wanna do- is spend all of eternity with you.” It is a lyric from the song “Eternity With You” from the cartoon, Adventure Time: Distant Lands. \End ID]

Okay I don't think this is super spoilery, but man, that scene where Ambrosius goes into a meltdown rant about everything that's gone fucked up only for it to smash back that this is all in his head and outwardly he looks totally dead inside?

Relatable. As. Fuck.

God knows how many times I've been the exact same way with people who are like "Why don't you ever tell me what's wrong?" because they're the reason I keep quiet.

[ID: a five-panel digital comic of Jon and Tim from TMA set shortly before MAG 119. They are both coloured in a single tone of orange on a dark brown background. Tim’s speech is represented by darker orange and Jon’s is warm yellow. Jon is short and thin with shoulder-length curly hair and glasses, wearing a shirt and tie and smoking a cigarette, and Tim is taller with a slightly heavier build. He has short, straight hair and wears an open button-up with a t-shirt underneath.

In the first panel, Jon says “… sorry.” while Tim looks away in disinterest. In the second, Tim says “Is that supposed to fix anything?” and Jon replies “No, I just… I AM sorry.” In the third, Jon holds his hand out for Tim to shake and says “I hope you can forgive me.” as Tim looks down in surprise. In the fourth, Tim is holding Jon’s hand in one hand and his tie in the other as he kisses him. Above Jon’s head are the symbols “?!” and above Tim’s is a dark spiral expressing anger. In the fifth panel, Tim has pulled away, still looking down at Jon condescendingly as he says “I can’t.” End ID.]

i wasnt done thinking about all the smooches that definitely happened before the unknowing