god okay I dont use this site much anymore, but I just needed somewhere to get stuff off my chest and say how I'm hurting so bad and the only thing I have any more are my friends not in this country and my boyfriend. I haven't heard practically anything since I moved out and no one has asked how I am or how my terminally ill mum is and it's made me wonder if they ever really actually cared if I was around or not and uuuuuuughghghghghhhh I just wanna screaaaaam and I need some social interaction but I dont wanna keep bugging my international friends in case they get bored or annoyed even tho they're the only friends I have now and jeez I just.......
I think I'm done with yelling now. I just wish I was cared about by people who are accessible. I wanna be hugged by who I thought were my best friends, I want them to bother checking on me. If I wasn't producing art and sharing it in mutual servers, I could literally be dead and they wouldn't check. I'm so tired.
I miss my uni friends. I felt cared about by them. Hope y'all are doing good
god okay I dont use this site much anymore, but I just needed somewhere to get stuff off my chest and say how I'm hurting so bad and the only thing I have any more are my friends not in this country and my boyfriend. I haven't heard practically anything since I moved out and no one has asked how I am or how my terminally ill mum is and it's made me wonder if they ever really actually cared if I was around or not and uuuuuuughghghghghhhh I just wanna screaaaaam and I need some social interaction but I dont wanna keep bugging my international friends in case they get bored or annoyed even tho they're the only friends I have now and jeez I just.......
I think I'm done with yelling now. I just wish I was cared about by people who are accessible. I wanna be hugged by who I thought were my best friends, I want them to bother checking on me. If I wasn't producing art and sharing it in mutual servers, I could literally be dead and they wouldn't check. I'm so tired.
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actually fuck this im gonna walk into the deep sea and never come back. bye
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THERES CREATURES
all I do is listen to music and think about my silly little fictional people
The transition from a young plantling to a full fledged, grown up mother plant is a fascinating (but at times awkward) journey.
Shown here is a Dandelion, Strawberry and Helleborus flower - from newly sprouted bud to mature blossom!
why do all anime dub actors sound like that. like just talk normal
ngh…
How to spot signs and symptoms of Breast Cancer
Reblog to literally save a life
whish they told us this in school, all they did was say “feel for lumps, you will know when you feel it”
i love this so much for so many reasons and i could go on a tangent about how it’s great to see an older musician who had to hide being gay bonding with a younger one who is open and proud but like, my mind is so melted at the costumes lmao
Quality. Content.
the only post i care about
Okay, minus the beans and corn, the pattern seems to be he gets excited when he sees a friend.
Why, the bayou's the best jazz school in the world! All the greats play the riverboats.
THE PRINCESS AND THE FROG | (2009) Dir. John Musker & Ron Clements
*does this to you*
I refuse to let this stay in just the tags