i'm glad i got to talk about you, in a positive light. i'm always happy talking about you, since you made everyday so much better for me. i'm so happy that you were in my life. i still miss you more every day that passes

i'm glad that no one really looks at my blog and posts. it's a nice outlet for me to simply say how i'm really am since no one really cares. however, i wish i could talk to people about us, because there's so much on my mind that i never got to talk about. i've cried countless times over you, but i never told you. i didn't want to make you feel bad about how i was feeling. i felt that sometimes you hated me and didn't love me. i miss you so much. i wish i could take it all back and tell you how i felt. that i could've talked about my problems because sometimes i felt that i wasn't worth it. i've always thought that nobody really liked me for who i am. you did though, and i was too stupid to realize it. i just bring sadness to people and i'm sorry for everything

life has been moving so fast, recently. i lost about half friends, even those i considered to be like family. i've lost all those important to me, especially you. i'll always keep you in my heart

i still miss you. i really would wish you missed me. i need you in my life right now. i'm sorry