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Margo_Rita24

@margo-rita24

Hi I'm Margo. I like to draw stuff. Have a nice day^^

Sometimes I watch my fav streamer or YouTuber... And I just get so fucking jealous. Because of how lucky they are...

I want to have a new PC.

Because I miss drawing in SAI so much and drawing on finger is not comfortable

Man I really really don't know what to do tbh.

I'm talking about money wise.

Cus like... I know I need to save up for a trip and all, but at the same time I want to buy a PC, or at least a laptop because i want to draw more. Because I am very limited with finger and phone.

And also I want to buy something else for myself. Idk why, maybe it's jealousy that I am poor and everyone has money to buy something pretty or cool.

So I guess it's kinda like... Proving to someone that I can also buy this? I don't know.

I am jealous though haha

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Gonna be honest, if you told me you didn’t have any experience in filmmaking, I wouldn’t believe you. The detailed descriptions you’ve given are just consumable- (coming from someone who’s majoring in filmmaking)

I have this really interesting thing where basically I can see exactly how something would look from a cinematic perspective? Like whenever I come up with something I get a really vivid mental image of how it’s going to look. Like with genloss stuff I’ve had to send literal paragraphs describing like 30 second teasers simply because I can just like see every detail inside of them. I love and hate my brain for this because when things don’t line up I am very much like “could it be a bit more like this” and as someone who feels bad asking people to change things it’s certainly a struggle LMAO. But yeah basically I can think up shots and dialogue and plots of entire movies if given enough prompts. (They most likely aren’t good a lot of the time and I struggle a LOT trying to get the vision across lmao but when I can it’s cool stuff) Like today I was listening to “welcome to the jungle” and all I was doing was like thinking of how I would introduce a character and how to film it and which sound cues would I use to switch the camera and all that it’s a fun time in my brain.

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Same with me and drawing art and stuff.

Like I can see the images perfectly clear in my head, but explaining them and/or drawing them on paper is actually much harder and blurry

I should talk in here more and make posts that are just my thoughts and stuff.

Probably no one wants it, but eh. At least I'll have a space where I can put em all and not overwhelm myself having them in me lol

That's all for today folks

Or maybe for now lol

Idk

I want to post all (or at least most of) the art I made that I am proud of the most. Although here's a funny thing about me doing art

When I draw something, like line and color and shade, I enjoy it. It makes me calm and relaxed. And then when it is finished I am pressed with the result and so I post it.

But then the next day I look at it and I think that it is bad and awful.

I have very low self-esteem

And I hate myself lol