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@marbery8

Hi! I'm Marina and I live in Russia. I want to share with you what inspires me. ❤️ (my photos, thoughts and small stories)
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A moment in time is what we have. We have a story we want to tell Our story can be a tragedy or a comedy. We can be the king, the pauper or a martyr. The ending to this story is still pending. The wounds we have are our battle scars. The dreams our reward. Striving for a better ending in this life our journey. Still the ending is never ending We have a story we want to tell. A moment in time we want to share. This story we have to tell can a comedy or a tragedy A moment in time. A time to be cherished. Time we have to share @meno1972

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heartofmuse

"Sometimes I wonder if I am permanently broken. There are days that I think the abuse I endured at your hands for so many years has changed such an integral part of me that I cannot love normally anymore. You took my innocence from me in more ways than one. In wish I still had that bright-eyed sheen in my eyes, that wild belief in life, but I lost it. When you become a means to an end, an object to be used and not a person to be loved you begin to think that is all that you are, specially if this comes from the person closest to you, the one that should most love you and take care of you. You become distrustful of everyone's intentions. You begin to think people don't really love you but they want to use you, that they have some ulterior agenda at hand. I find myself always wondering how much the pound of my flesh they want will cost and if I can bear to pay the price. I feel like a dog that's been beaten so many times before that it will flinch even when all you do is extend your hand in love. This isn't me. I am not like that....or at least I didn't use to be. I don't recognize myself anymore and it scares me. I do not want to live my life a jaded cynic. I wonder if truly I will heal completely or will distrust remain, hidden in my heart, this latent pain of not believing in people, or in true love ever again."

e.v.e. ( Heartbreak letters)

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Some people don’t understand how blessed they truly are. Be thankful for what you have. Live your life and ignore the negativity. Don’t let anyone steal your happiness” 

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Isn’t it a beautiful thing how we find people who can make us feel so happy, even at the times when we don’t believe in happiness at all.

Happiness / Life (via writingllama)

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real talk time

you are not your passion your life is not your passion you do not have to associate every part of your being with your passion

it’s absolutely amazing you have a passion if you are lucky enough to have a passion go ahead and embrace every fiber of it

but DO NOT let the passion cause deterioration of your health, self confidence, worth, etc. 

your passion is A PART of you.  A PART. not your WHOLE you. 

take a break if you need to re kindle the joy of it take time off if you’re tired it can be school, what you do for a living, a hobby, anything. 

if it starts becoming “i have to do this” or “i need to do this to prove *insert whatever here*” then that is a huge red flag

be ok with your passion not being every fiber of your being and life.  it’s a precious precious thing to have.  but to keep having said passion YOU need to be tip top. 

bottom line: take care of yourself, do not overdo it, your worth is separate from whatever it is you find passion in.

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terrypratchettparadise
“All he knew was that you couldn’t hope to try for the big stuff, like world peace and happiness, but you might just about be able to achieve some tiny deed that’d make the world, in a small way, a better place.”

- Terry Pratchett - The Fifth Elephant

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I was so caught up in how happy we were that I forgot to count your eyelashes and memorize the exact color of your eyes. I never thought there'd be a day where we didn't speak and now I've forgotten the sound of your laugh.
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vodkakilledtheteen
“I want to stop stressing about us not working out. I’m tired of always predicting thunderstorms of heartbreak. The truth is sometimes I think of ending it. I think of inventing blue lies and using them as a shield to protect myself from the million and one scenarios I make up in my head. It’s hard to be positive when you’ve traveled to meet the sun, but you always end up getting swallowed by a storm. I’m trying to invite calmness into my mind. It’s just frustrating not knowing if it’ll ever accept my invitation.”

— — Alexa Evangelista, The Book I’ll Never Finish Writing

Source: vodkakilledtheteen
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The problem was you didn’t want me anymore and I still wanted you. It all started that night when everything felt right and then suddenly our love went from being the highest building standing to the biggest fall in history and breaking to a thousand pieces. I should’ve known it was coming, but I like to stay far away from thinking. It probably all started to develop three and a half weeks ago when your heart felt like it was slowly tiptoeing away from mine. But what can I say? You always held the universe in your hands and it just didn’t cross my mind that I didn’t deserve to be part of it.

— Alexa Evangelista, The Book I’ll Never Finish Writing
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“Isn’t it funny how the people who we’re supposed to be the closest to are the furthest away. It’s like no matter how we try to connect, it feels like one of us is living in time and the other in space. Isn’t it funny how the people who were supposed to be there when happiness leaks from your chest are gone, and you just always end up having your own hand to hold.”

— Alexa Evangelista, the book i’ll never finish writing 

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“You used to call me Alaska because I was cold and unreachable. Now I am my own continent. I used to call you Alaska, because that’s the only place that could feel like home right about now. And I’m going back to Alaska since it always feels like home. And perhaps I’ll find my way back to Alaska, having gone round the world, searching for home. I hope you do, because Alaska doesn’t feel like home, unless I get to share it with you. For a while I thought home was a place, then I thought home was a person, now I know it’s a feeling, where the place and person come together, you and Alaska.”

—  @alaskaisnothere & @fragments-of-my-mind (i loved writing with you!!!)

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Inclined surrender tattoos flowers on my limbs, Delicately placed as if they’ve learnt how to love me.

Love– my stomach twists, this unknowable, knowable thing, Heart set, near-stillness.

I hold it close, tucked like a loose strand, a folded page, A flower pressed beneath a name.

I wilt, alone between worlds, light flickers In the night, I feel I might be wrong.

I might be wrong, I feel. – poeticallyordinary

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“You’re always telling me I’m being dramatic, but how can I not when between you and I all I feel is static? I’m tired of feeling like I’m floating on a cloud with you, but the next day or week, I feel like I’ve fallen a million meters underground. Trust me, I want us to workout, but how can we when all we do is fool around?”

— Alexa Evangelista, the book i’ll never finish writing

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“Trouble is always too close staring at me right in the face looking all broken and blue. The thing is I had high hopes, but the sun was put right inside my heart, and the thing is I thought that was going to be all pretty and bright, but what ended up happening is my heart was too weak and it burned until nothing was left.”

— Alexa Evangelista, the book i’ll never finish writing 

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“My head is too often filled with emotions that stain my mind with some type of chaos. I try my best to clean up the mess my emotions leave behind, but sometimes it’s too hard to uncover my sanity. I’m trying my best to get better and I want you to know that. I’m trying my best to be who I used to be. Let’s just hope I don’t get a little more crazy,” she said.

— Alexa Evangelista, The Book I’ll Never Finish Writing

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I don’t want to be around you anymore. Every time I see you my emotions start a fire inside my heart. I start suffocating and feeling like it’s the end of the world. I don’t want to feel like that. It’s funny how someone who wasn’t there for me has such a strong effect on me. I wish I could reverse all of this because it’s taking a toll on me.

— Alexa Evangelista, The Book I’ll Never Finish Writing