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Children who feel they cannot engage their parents emotionally often try to strengthen their connection by playing whatever roles they believe their parents want them to. Although this may win them some fleeting approval, it doesn’t yield genuine emotional closeness. Emotionally disconnected parents don’t suddenly develop a capacity for empathy just because a child does something to please them. 

People who lacked emotional engagement in childhood, men and women alike, often can’t believe that someone would want to have a relationship with them just because of who they are. They believe that if they want closeness, they must play a role that always puts the other person first.

— Lindsay C. GibsonAdult Children of Emotionally Immature Parents: How to Heal from Distant, Rejecting, or Self-Involved Parents (2015)

'Tis the Damn Season // a regency au

chapter 5/11: My Reputation's Never Been Worse

The moment that she crossed over the threshold, she felt relief. The cool night air settled onto her skin, soothing the warmth that was creeping up her neck. Now that she had removed herself from the main room, she was acutely aware of how dewy her face and neck had become, and the gentle wind helped to rid her of the perspiration quickly. The lemonade was ice cold and delicious, with a hint of some other flavor in addition to the citrus— pomegranate, perhaps.

percabeth and jasiper // read on ao3 // start from ch 1 // playlist

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amesliu

as promised, here is music au percabeth for Met Gala Heavenly Bodies inspired by the Bourges Cathedral. disclaimer: I am not a fashion designer and I was dead tired when I made this. au masterlist

some design sketches below

i'm thinking about charlotte brontë spending her last years editing and publishing her sisters' writings and about christopher tolkien dedicating his life to the protection and meticulous reconstruction his father's life's work and about johanna van gogh publishing the letters between vincent and theo that would propel vincent van gogh into fame because she knew how much her husband had loved his brother, and about how so often art isn't just a reflection of the artist's mind and skills but a testament to the fact that they were loved

please he is so cute. his little sideways glance to see if it’s okay for him to say “mother fucker”!! we won we won we won

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earstwo

complete panic                 /                   utter relief

on girlhood, cruelty, and god (you have put me up for slaughter)

(kristin chang) / ginger snaps (2000) (dir. john fawcett) / essay fragment: preexisting conditions (torrin a. greathouse) / joan of arc (john everett millais) / the night errant (john everett millais) / (anne sexton) / (margaret atwood) / romeo + juliet (1996) (dir. baz luhrmann) / journal excerpt, july first (twinnedpeaks) / winter love (hilda doolittle) / carrie (1976) (dir. brian de palma)

in the next batman movie selina is back in town to con bruce wayne which he knows but he missed her so much and obviously he can afford it so he just lets her

she reveals she’s robbed him and he’s like oh that’s fine lol if you needed money you could have just asked :) and writes her a check for a million dollars and asks when he can see her again and she’s like dang this guy is insane??

he was terrified she could never love him for bruce wayne meanwhile selina’s like okay edgy badboys are OUT rich himbos are IN but its the same guy

she expects batman to try to stop her at some point but he never does so she concludes that he just really hates bruce wayne for some reason which makes him all the more attractive

batman realizes she’s falling for bruce for real and he’s not even jealous he’s just like “you really like him? 🥺 that’s great 🥺” and selina’s like wtf

anyway she sneaks into bruce’s study or whatever to crack the safe hidden behind the painting and it’s full of roses, jewelry, bruce’s blank checkbook and a little note asking her to dinner. he thinks that this is normal behavior btw

You do not have to accept it or embrace it or even allow it. Knowing you, you probably will not. But you must know it, in your heart. You must feel it because I do. I love you.