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Bucky and Jason Todd stan. sorry, I'm a lurker, but I like, sometimes comment, occasionally reblog fics and always leave kind anon messages

Stargazing

Summary: Bucky tells you he loves you for the first time.

Notes: Also posted on my ao3. I miss summer and I couldn’t get the idea of a Bucky telling you he loves you for the first time story out of my head so this is what I ended up with. 

“This is… god,” you said, your words failing as you stared up at the night sky. 

Hundreds of stars littered the darkened sky staring back at you and you wished you could stay like this forever, laying next to Bucky on a blanket in the middle of nowhere watching the stars.

It was one of those perfect summer nights, the kind where it’s still warm out at ten pm, the kind where time stretches on slowly, the kind where conversations ebb and flow easily between lovers, the kind where you know this will be a night you’ll look back on in years to come and think to yourself that was a perfect night, the kind that changes the course of your life.

The air is still and if you listened closely you could hear the faint sound of crickets in the distance and the gentle inhale exhale of Bucky’s breath next to you. If it wasn’t for the the way his thumb was brushing back and forth over the top of your hand you’d think he had fallen asleep next to you. 

And it’s that thought that makes you think how nice it would be to sleep outside underneath the stars. The blanket he had brought was soft, your shoes were kicked off on the grass next to you, your breaths coming slow and even, your lips parted as you took in the sight above you and not for the first time since Bucky had brought you here you’re in awe of the stars.

I'm... crying??? this is SO BEAUTIFUL!!!! so soft and sweet and just.. ugh. i didn't know how much I needed this.

A Second Helping

A Bucky x Fem!Reader Drabble

Pairing: Bucky Barnes x Fem!Reader

Word Count: 608

Summary: Bucky and you got frisky between the sheets last night, and breakfast the next morning is just a little bit awkward…

Warnings: **18+** Language, Fluff, Mentions of off-screen smut, Really Bad Food-Related Sexual Innuendos (terrible, honestly, but I try)

A/N: This one shot is for @the-ss-horniest-book-club​ ‘s Drunk Drabbles, and was requested by @sergeant-bonky​: “Bucky and Y/N spent Thanksgiving at her parents house. The problem is, Bucky can’t look into her parents’ eyes during breakfast because he *knows* just how loud they were last night.” I changed it from Thanksgiving to Holiday because it’s a little late, I hope you like it!!

This drabble lives in my head rent free 24/7

Planning

Summary: Planning for the wedding has begun with choosing a color palette. 

Notes: Also posted on my ao3. Part of Something More

I know that it’s been awhile since I’ve last posted and even longer since I’ve updated this and for that I am so sorry. The past few months have been rough and I’ve been struggling to write anything, but I’m trying which is what counts I guess. 

I haven’t forgotten about Something New - there’s for sure one more part, possibly two, but for now here’s something and again I am so sorry for how long it’s been taking me to get these posted. 

Warnings: Surprisingly none - unless you count idiots in love falling more in love.

“Black and yellow?”

“No.”

“Purple, orange and black?”

No.

“Red, white and blue?”

this is... SO adorable! 😭😭😭😭 i just- 🥰🥰🥰 you're the absolute best at fluffy Bucky! The domesticity... it's.. beautiful.

dirty talk

original request;

okay now i need some dirty talking bucky, because that one was *chef’s kiss* .. just straight dirty talk, oh man. i’m torn between poly!buck and steve, but i think i’ll stick to just bucky for now [that one]

652 words | 18+; dirty talk

If you tried to tell anyone the way Bucky Barnes talked to you, not a soul would believe you. Somewhere between the stoicism and his newfound sense of self people just couldn’t see him as that type of guy. You know because you hadn’t seen him as that type of guy. You’d taken doll as a soft term of endearment. Much like Peter had quickly become Peaches. And he was just a physical guy. You’d had a lot of guy friends like that. It was easier to sling an arm over your shoulder than say something nice. Maybe he was that type of guy but he had made it suddenly very clear that it was all so very different with you.

*crosses legs* ....oh

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Sunrise (8)

summary: After an explosion takes his arm and his only sense of belonging, Bucky is content to live out the rest of his days in the hollow comfort of the dark. This is, until Sam drags him down to the local VA and he meets you. (Modern AU) pairings: bucky x reader chapter word count: 5.3k warnings: sweet happy beautiful bucky, a unpleasant reminder of the past, whiplash of emotion, the angst I warned you about 🧡 series masterlist / series playlist

Bucky wasn’t quite sure how to hold onto this feeling without suffocating it.  

It had been nearly a year since he’d felt even an ounce of the relief like what washed through his body when you walked through the door. All it took was a single smile from across the room, the soft brush of your hair over your fingers as you nervously tucked it behind your ear, and he was gone.  

Enough for his cheeks to ache from smiling. Enough for his stomach to twist and knot from laughter. Enough for the wrinkles by his eyes to draw long and pronounced— the physical embodiment of joy upon his face.  

He wasn’t walking on eggshells, waiting for the carpet to be dragged out from under his feet, for the paralyzing darkness of an empty void to consume him whole. The shadows weren’t lingering in his wake, itching to clench their claws into his spine and drag him away from the one thing that finally drew light back into his life.  

For the first time since he stepped back on American soil, Bucky Barnes was happy. Truly and honest to God, happy.  

P A I NNNNNNNNNNN

Hey you! Happy new year! 🥳 How do you think y/n and bucky would spend new years Eve?

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Hi!!

I sent you a message before checking my notifs that you can ignore now 😂 but happy new year!! 🎉🎉🎉

I think they’d spend it either with their friends or just with each other, but either way it’d be super lowkey. If it was just them definitely comfy clothes, cuddled together on the couch, Bucky complaining about the dumb New Year’s Eve hat she’s making him wear, but that he secretly likes.

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😂😂🥳 Omg now I need Bucky in a new year's hat! hahah

hey baby!! for the word + character thingy: please + bucky

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this took me 10 billion years i’m so sorry but i’m on break so heres?? whatever this is??? + someone tell me to stop writing about bucky’s gd hair??

Bucky Barnes, it seemed, was hellbent on being self-reliant.

You could see one side of it; raised in the 30′s, a WWII soldier, of course some part of him had been ingrained with the messy ‘man’s man’ ideal. And being under mind-control for 70 years makes autonomy all the more appealing. But it was times like these when you wished he was a little less stubborn. 

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this is adorable and I LOVE it!!! 😍

At Last

Summary: requested by @manymanyenvelopes so buck and reader are both avengers and they fell in love after being friends, then they confessed, yada yada, but they didn’t immediately have sex, when they initially confessed their feelings, just cause that wasn’t important. so now they they are getting closer and further in their relationship and have to deal with the awkwardness of finally sleeping together. even though it’s what they both really want, I just imagine there being some hesitancy and awkwardness. maybe one or the other is worried about being disappointing, or they just feel so excited that it’s overwhelming?

Notes: Once again I am so sorry that this took me forever! Also posted on my ao3.

Warnings: Swearing, smut, angst if you squint, fluff. 

Steady hands. 

it's been a minute. how are you? are you up to much during the holidays?

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Hi!!

I’ve been doing okay, struggling a bit when it comes to writing, but I’m hoping that will pass soon!

The holidays have been pretty quiet because of everything going on. The house is decorated and I’ve been indulging in too much eggnog and gingerbread iced lattes for my own good lol. Definitely hoping to watch some holiday movies soon though!

What about you? How have you been? Do you have anything fun planned for the holidays?

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okay gingerbread iced lattes sound really good and I’m bothered that I’ve never had one lmao I’m glad you’re doing well other than some writing blocks but I’ve heard that comes and goes! Glad you’re able to celebrate some, even if not with a bunch of people. I’m going well! Holidays can be a little stressful since I have 13 people in my immediate family if you include my brother’s kids 🙃 Hoping no one gets sick over Christmas.

Oh my god they’re so good!! I get them at Dunkin’ Donuts and I am addicted to them lol. 13 people in your immediate family?? That is a lot - I imagine it’s always busy and loud at your house?

it’s usually only loud around holidays since pretty much everyone is moved out. i will definitely be getting back to you on the latte situation™. I’m a fan of dunkin coffee so this is exciting 😆

I still can’t get over that many people oh my gosh! When my brother and his wife visit for the holidays and it’s them plus our mom and step-dad I’m like yeah that’s enough people lmao ooh yay!! I get the signature gingerbread iced latte cause it’s got whip cream on top 😂

hahaha that's a good, healthy amount. i have a big family so I guess I'm just used to it. will keep you updated as soon as I'm able to go get me sum gingerbread coffee

it's been a minute. how are you? are you up to much during the holidays?

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Hi!!

I’ve been doing okay, struggling a bit when it comes to writing, but I’m hoping that will pass soon!

The holidays have been pretty quiet because of everything going on. The house is decorated and I’ve been indulging in too much eggnog and gingerbread iced lattes for my own good lol. Definitely hoping to watch some holiday movies soon though!

What about you? How have you been? Do you have anything fun planned for the holidays?

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okay gingerbread iced lattes sound really good and I’m bothered that I’ve never had one lmao I’m glad you’re doing well other than some writing blocks but I’ve heard that comes and goes! Glad you’re able to celebrate some, even if not with a bunch of people. I’m going well! Holidays can be a little stressful since I have 13 people in my immediate family if you include my brother’s kids 🙃 Hoping no one gets sick over Christmas.

Oh my god they’re so good!! I get them at Dunkin’ Donuts and I am addicted to them lol. 13 people in your immediate family?? That is a lot - I imagine it’s always busy and loud at your house?

it's usually only loud around holidays since pretty much everyone is moved out. i will definitely be getting back to you on the latte situation™. I'm a fan of dunkin coffee so this is exciting 😆

it's been a minute. how are you? are you up to much during the holidays?

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Hi!!

I’ve been doing okay, struggling a bit when it comes to writing, but I’m hoping that will pass soon!

The holidays have been pretty quiet because of everything going on. The house is decorated and I’ve been indulging in too much eggnog and gingerbread iced lattes for my own good lol. Definitely hoping to watch some holiday movies soon though!

What about you? How have you been? Do you have anything fun planned for the holidays?

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okay gingerbread iced lattes sound really good and I'm bothered that I've never had one lmao I'm glad you're doing well other than some writing blocks but I've heard that comes and goes! Glad you're able to celebrate some, even if not with a bunch of people. I'm going well! Holidays can be a little stressful since I have 13 people in my immediate family if you include my brother's kids 🙃 Hoping no one gets sick over Christmas.

Hidden Notes

Bucky Barnes x Reader

Prompt: Carving initials in each other’s pumpkins and putting candles in them

Warnings: Choo choo! Hop aboard the fluff train for this one. This is really, really cheesy.

Notes: Please excuse any errors you might find!

It was the night before Halloween and everything was just about ready for tomorrow. While Tony and the others were busy preparing the last-minute details for the party, you and Bucky were hiding away in your bedroom, sitting on the floor on top of newspaper carving into the pumpkins you bought earlier.

Bucky already having lots of experience with his love, his knife, it took him less than two minutes to carve it. Now he was just pulling the stuffing out.

“You nearly done doll?” Bucky teases, his blade dancing between his fingers.

“You’re such an ass.” You laugh, finishing up the last inital and having him pull the stuffing out while you go and grab some candles and the lighter from the drawer and join him back on the floor.

“Okay, I think we’re ready.” He says, handing your pumpkin back to you. With a quiet thanks, you light the wick of the candle and pass it to him gently to avoid injury or death from a dropped candle.

“Thanks love.” Your heart melts at the petname, never getting used to it even if this was your fourth year together.

You repeat, lighting the wick and setting the candle down gently inside your pumpkin. But before you allow yourself to reveal what you carved, you jump up quickly to turn out the lights, the only lights in the room are from the pumpkins.

“Ready?” You asked excited, carving pumpkins was always your favorite thing to do every year, something you’d never get tired of.

“I’m ready!”

You both countdown together, turning your pumpkins around for the other to see. His pumpkin has your initials with his notorious red star off to the side. And yours has his initials and the date you began your relationship.

“I love you.” He whispers, tearing up from reading it.

“And I love you.” you smile, not noticing him turn his pumpkin around until his eyes flickered down to make sure you could read it. Your eyes followed and when you read the words, you cried.

‘MARRY ME?’

“Yes!” You whimpered, throwing yourself into his arms, only to have the moment completely ruined by the candle tipping over and spilling the melted wax over your carpet.

my heart said 🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺

no grave can hold my body down – 2/2

Character: Jason Todd x Fem!Reader

Summary: It took time to get Jason Todd away from the darkness. Sometimes it felt like he was always standing at a tipping point, at risk of completely losing himself. But not when he was with her. She made him better and she would continue to make him better.

Word Count: 9,000

A/N: I know there are a lot of contradicting opinions on Jason Todd’s height. But for my own wish fulfillment, he is 6′3/6′4ish in this fic. 

Y/N had fallen asleep after getting home from work. She had a long day and was so exhausted that she passed out as soon as she sat down on the couch. Jason had to take off her heels and drape a blanket over her.

Now he was dressed in his armored undershirt, cargo pants, leather jacket, and tactical boots. His red helmet was tucked under his arm, but he was already wearing a domino mask. If Bruce had taught him anything, it was to be prepared to a point of paranoia.

He crouched down to his knees.

Ever so gently, he brushed Y/N’s cheek.

“Y/N,” he whispered.

She stirred and winced a bit when she opened her eyes, the glare of the quiet television was suddenly harsh.

“What’s going on?” She asked, still half asleep.

is this a JOKE? what a beautiful beautiful story. you're SUCH a talented writer! 😍😭😍😭 I mean wow, i enjoyed this read so much that you have rendered me a bubbling mess of limited grammar. Jason and y/n's relationship is so beautiful and everything I would think it up to be. the way everyone interacts is so fun to be apart of as a reader. thank you, thank you so very much for writing! ❤️

At Last

Summary: requested by @manymanyenvelopes so buck and reader are both avengers and they fell in love after being friends, then they confessed, yada yada, but they didn’t immediately have sex, when they initially confessed their feelings, just cause that wasn’t important. so now they they are getting closer and further in their relationship and have to deal with the awkwardness of finally sleeping together. even though it’s what they both really want, I just imagine there being some hesitancy and awkwardness. maybe one or the other is worried about being disappointing, or they just feel so excited that it’s overwhelming?

Notes: Once again I am so sorry that this took me forever! Also posted on my ao3.

Warnings: Swearing, smut, angst if you squint, fluff. 

Steady hands. 

speechless. this is so amazing and beyond what I could've imagined. vulnerable bucky being honest about his self-consciousness??? y/n reassuring him??? romance? smut? bestfriends smutting??? YES MA'AM. it's so beautiful and emotional and ahhh. I can't find the words. reading this gave me such a good feeling, and I'm so happy. you are an incredibly talented writer and I'm so honored and thankful that you not only took my request, but spent the time and energy to make it the beautiful fic that it is. thank you thank you so much.

Monster Mash

Summary: Bucky doesn’t appreciate the way you wake him up or your taste in music.

Notes: Also posted on my ao3. 

Warnings: Implied smut

12:01 am. October 1

“It’s time!”

Scrolling through the music on your phone you search for the one song that defines all of October for you. The song you’ve listened to so many times you’ve lost count. The song you memorized after hearing it twice. It had been one of your prouder moments.

“Bucky,” you said nudging his leg with your foot. When he doesn’t move you roll your eyes. The man sleeps like the dead not that you blame him. He had come home from a mission the other day and between catching up on missed time in the bedroom he had been exhausted, something that was rare for him.

umm... Halloween just got sexy I LOVE this. it's so adorable and fun and then surprisingly hot? such a good little read

full offense but why am i not seeing much of what Anthony Mackie is doing right now?

not to mention his support for grocery workers during this pandemic and his work with I Am a Man to get people registered to vote!!!

let’s hear it for Captain America!

RESPECT