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DAY & Carol Biazin | Sober (Mahalia Cover)

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What is it with you and Octobers? Or with me and Octobers? Or us and Octobers?

You left me the first time on October 20th, 2017. And today (5th of October, 2018) again.

I have so much to say to you and so much to thank you for. But I guess you don't want to hear about any of this. But in short: I love you. And you'll forever be my dream come true. And I'm so proud for meeting you. And I'm so thankful that you allowed me to be part of your history.

And this is my goodbye letter. But in no way this is a farewell to you. I'll always be here for you. It means that if you ever need me or miss me you can call me. You have my number. And maybe 🎼...on a Wednesday in a cafe I'll watch it begin again...

I won't write to you anymore if that's what you wish for. But just know that I love you. And you must know how difficult it is what you are asking of me.

By: someone who loves you and wants you back.

#spilled ink #love story #love songs #writing #i love you #love poem #love post #heart #my heart #mine

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coral

I still remember the very moment I fell in love with you.

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cashmeadollahowbowdeh

““We all carry a package of sorrows with us, I truly believe in that. The other thing I believe in is that the presence of some people or places can relieve the weight of those.””

— - wonderfloor

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le-lune

“She will shy away from discussing problems. She tiptoes when you wish she would just walk. You don’t understand how someone so feisty, so full of opinions and fire, can go mute when confrontation approaches. She is flight when you would have been sure she’d fight. You get too close, things get too real, and she runs. She has tennis shoes on stand-by. She does not want to create waves because she has been underwater longer than she cares to explain. She is not a pushover, though you may push and ask why she is so scared of doing something, anything, that will upset someone. You ask how she can be so brave on paper, but so scared of talking to someone face-to-face. She will deflect and bite back with sarcasm. She self-deprecates, calls herself “messed up” like it’s as casual as her first name. You will think maybe this is it.. maybe she will never be honest with you. Here is the truth: it should not be surprising that conflict makes her skin crawl. It should not be absurd that she will passively sit by, figure out the best way to avoid saying anything that will put a rift between her and someone she loves, because people can fucking leave. And that is the most terrifying thing she has ever learned. If the only person she ever truly needed left when she was not done needing them, it is fair game for anyone else to decide it’s not worth it.. for anyone else to decide she’s not worth it.”

— You need to understand you will not always understand; love her anyway.

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❤

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astro-hotline

“I got issues but you’ve got them too. Give me all of yours and I’ll give mine to you.”

— Taurus, Cancer, Leo, Scorpio, Pisces

If you’re scared to love someone, that’s the best indicator that it’s real. It must be frightening that the love you’ve been craving all your life is finally right in front of you. You’re scared that if you wanted it, it’s yours. You’re scared that the unconditional love you give, you’ll receive in return. Ultimately you’re scared because, what if something goes wrong? Don’t be scared. What if something goes right.