fuck you my child is completely fine
your child watches twitch streams when they’re falling asleep to feel less alone
Nail Art by Tomoya Nakagawa
This new podcast is a special set by Sanjib, recorded with a selection focused exclusively on ambient music in video games, especially on his favorite games. It’s a beautiful return to childhood and a magical world including different types of universe. You can see the full tracklist below :
Tracklist 1. Castlevania Legacy Of Darkness - Science Tower 2. Silent Hill 3 - Never Forgive Me, Never Forget Me by Akira Yamaoka 3. Turok 64 - Catacombs by Darren Mitchell 4. Metroid Prime - Torvus Bog - by Kenji Yamamoto 5. Mirror’s Edge - Kate (Puzzle) - by Solar Fields 6. Final Fantasy X - Sea Of Miss - by Junya Nakano 7. Fallout 3 - Stalker by Inon Zur 8. Destiny - Tranquility by Marty O'Donnell, Michael Salvatori, C. Paul Johnson, and Paul McCartney 9. Final Fantasy X - Underwater Ruins by Junya Nakano 10. Silent Hill 2 - Peace and Serenity - by Akira Yamaoka 11. Deus Ex - Home - by Michael McCann 12. Equinox - Overworld - by Tim & Geoff Follin 13. The Elder Scroll V - Secunda by Jeremy Soule 14. Donkey Kong Country 3 - Water World - by David Wise 15. Metal Gear Solid - Manti’s Hymn 16. Tales of Fantasia - Biting Cold - by Motoi Sakuraba & Shinji Tamura 17. Devil May Cry 4 - The Idol Of Time and Space by Tetsuya Shibata 18. The Legend of Zelda Ocarina of Time - Inside the Deku Tree 19. Chrono Tiggers - Secret of the Forest - by Yasunori Mitsuda 20. Metroid Prime - Tallon Overworld (Main Theme) - by Kenji Yamamoto
Source: SoundCloud / Oslated
Ever cried in your bed curled up in a ball because you’re alive and can’t die?
i am tired. i am exhausted. from my head to my soul to my bones i am so fucking tired.
What's funny is that I can spend hours and days doing my thing in my space and the moment I decide to have a casual conversation with someone, my anxiety decides to drum roll out of me. Thank yew mind!!! for destroying my elemental capability to have a decent conversation with another human being.
-dkg
Panning scenes from Cowboy Bepop カウボーイビバップ (1998) dir. Shinichiro Watanabe
Sometimes there is no “Happy Place”. Sometimes it’s just the hole you dug yourself into. The hole you dug because you thought that you couldn’t trust others but was actually because you couldn’t trust yourself. You don’t trust yourself to be happy because you’ve become somewhat addicted to the mess and sadness. It’s easy to hide away and pretend that everything will change one day but making that change is hard and scary. Being happy is scary. Something so easy for some is so hard for you and then when it becomes easy you don’t trust it. Life shouldn’t be that easy. So you clean your hole out and start to feel a little bit better but since you didn’t throw it away everything just piles up on the outside until it falls back in again. But at least you know your mess so when it comes back, it feels familiar. The only constant in your life is the messy hole and that is comforting.
