That's now been twice. Two times. 2nd chance within this week that I've tried, and when I say try, I mean begging, for my "boyfriend" to have sex with me... butt ass naked, dicks out, lube in hand, sitting on top of him... and "I said no".. This is the second time I have redressed myself. The second time where my ego has been shot way down, and just for a little reminder, 2nd time this week. Second time I've been laying here thinking about, if this relationship, or maybe I should call it a glorified friendship, is going to be at an end any time soon. It's been a year and 5 months, and as of recent, it's really felt like we've grown apart.. I need answers. I need someone who I can talk to about this stuff and they have answers. Should you have doubts? Do relationships go through odd periods like this? Is it me? Is it him? Is this normal? Am I stupid? Am I missing something? Should I be freaking out? (currently am) What the fuck?