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@madehrhardt

To the love of my life.

Sometimes I really miss you, well every day I do. Some days are just harder than others. Sometimes I really just want to curl up with you. Sometimes I want to kiss you, hold you, sleep next to you. But I can’t. This distance thing causes problems and stupid fights that we would probably never had if we were with each other. This distance makes our brains think things that would never happen. THIS DISTANCE THING SUCKS. But.. This distance makes us stronger This distance humbles us This distance makes us appreciate our time to together This distance.. Is temporary

So from 1600 miles away.. I love you with everything I have.

“Perhaps the saddest thing, is that I thought of texting the boy I’m with now that I was lonely or sad or that I needed validation. And then I realized that I used to do that with you, and you would wholeheartedly, without a second thought tell me I was beautiful, and worthy, and deserving of only good things. And then the worst thing of all happened, I realized the boys I’m talking to now, they aren’t you. No one, not for a long time at least, will be as good as you.”

— Excerpt from a book I’ll Never Write, Perhaps the Saddest Thing

“I love you more then anything and sometimes I can get really fucked up but the very fact that I have you and you still understand and love me though thick and thin means everything to me.”