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how to tell if I'm sad again
•I don’t respond to your texts for days
•I don’t respond to your texts for hours
•I don’t respond to your texts at all
•I respond with short answers
•I sound disinterested in our conversations, texting or not
•I don’t eat/drink/talk as much as usual
•I stare out into space more than often
•I stay in one place/a few places for long periods of time without moving v much
•I lose track of time
•I rub my head/eyes as if I have a migraine
•I talk more quietly than normal
•I don’t talk abt myself at all
•I make cynical comments, especially abt my existence
•I sleep too much or too little
this is not just me, though. these are common signs/things to be aware of and look for in people/friends/family members struggling w depression. stay safe, and stay aware.
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My Depression Story
If you think this might help people, or if it helped you, please consider simply reblogging it so that it might help others! This video is for you guys.
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Life is for the living?
Bull shit
There are those among us who are dead
Not literally but dead inside
People who gave up on believing in happiness
People who gave up on trying to see the reason in living
People who just don't care anymore
I'm one of those people
Wanna know how I feel? Fine ill tell you
There is nothing left and I'm scared
I'm terrified of what's to come
I tell myself it will be okay. Tomorrow will be different
But I know in my heart that it won't be
Everyday is always the same
You wake up but wish that you didn't
You feel like your not worth it anymore
You feel like everything is disappearing just to hurt you
You feel empty yet your full of sadness
You feel like you have lost all emotion yet you just want to cry
But you can't cry, it's physically impossible
And yet you surprise yourself every time a tear rolls down your face
As I write this down I feel those tears rolling down my cheeks
Yet I don't understand why I am crying
You go to school thinking, better to get away from home
But as school goes on so do your thoughts
You think and think and think and you never stop
These thought get to you and now you think, I should have stayed home
The feelings you have inside you is very hard to describe and explain
But it's possible you just have to fine the words
Think it this way
Your stuck in a hole that you can't seem to get out of
And you have is yourself and your thoughts
Those thoughts aren't good thoughts they make you sad
Then you get to the point where there is no happiness left at all
Your left with this feeling of sadness, pain and you end up just feeling lost
You start relying on yourself
But finally when you get out of this hole things aren't the same
You aren't like everyone else anymore
Your closed off and you don't know the definition of happiness
You forgot what it is so you just pretend
You act like everyone else so they don't think your weird
You don't want to be judged you don't want to stand out
You want to blend in and not have any attention drawn to you
You don't want to talk about what you have been through
And if anyone notices you tell them the tiniest bit or just lie
You don't cry cause you have blocked out all emotion
Until you find someone you know you can trust with your life
Yu feel the emotions all just coming back at once
And you don't know what to think of them
You didn't know you had these emotions inside of you
All you feel is everything you tried so hard to forget
And you wish it to be over
Just end it but you don't cause you don't want to hurt those you love
So you continue and try your best to handle it all
But you still wish for it to end
Just to make all of it still
All the sadness and all the pain
But it is stuck with you and you have no idea on how to get rid of it
So I just take each day at a time
Slowly but painfully
My wonderful best friend