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@maceybierman

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You are important to me. I understand I don’t know you but you are a person with dreams and feelings and that is good enough for me.

PLEASE, I am here to talk if you need me :)

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Why do I hate myself? Where do I begin? I’m fat. I’m ugly. My thighs touch. My stomach bulges. I’m covered in scars. Don’t forget the stretch marks. My hair is gross. I always have acne. My nose is too big. My arms are flappy. My collarbone is invisible. Hipbones? Ya right. At least some of this could be forgotten, if my personality was ok? But it’s not. I’m attention seeking. Yet I hate attention. I can be a bitch. And I have mega PMS. I pretend to be smart. Oh, and I lie. I think I’m hilarious. But I am soo not. I demand attention. Then push everyone away. My mood changes at the flip of a coin. I attack those who love me. At least, who say they do. I’m truly unlovable. I pretend to be strong. I pretend to be an inspiration. I pretend to have my shit together. But all I am doing, Is pretending. Why do I hate myself? Honestly? Why wouldn’t I?

story-of-a-sad-teen (via story-of-a-sad-teen)

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I have no more fight in me when it comes to friendships and relationships… if you want to go, go.

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inkskinned

do you ever just want to shout like… it’s because i’m sad! like yes i didn’t do my homework, yes i didn’t text you back, yes i’ve been hiding in my room! i’m sorry! but i haven’t killed myself so honestly where is my badge!

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so i pretended to be really happy.

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Bandaids

It's like I'm happy but I still feel all the heaviness and sadness underneath my skin. It's almost like I'm scared to let myself be happy anymore because I know at any second the happy could be ripped of like a bandaid, quick and unexpected.. Then I'm left with only the heaviness of my lonesome.