Meet the Artist
I'm still reflecting and realizing how much I've truly changed. I am ashamed of my past but I also want to hug past me. She just didn't know better.
I also realize how awkward and feral I can be irl. I don't mean to be too much. I didn't get to experience true unwavering joy in the way I needed to. Getting by that seeming to be a very extroverted person, I am mostly well reserved in private.
There's things I am still working on, forgive me. I'm still figuring out all the little parts of me that make me, well, me. I'm not perfect nor ever was.
(not direct quote but you get the jist) One friend says I'm a teddy bear stuffed with bricks and another has said I was a rescued fighting dog trying to be reintroduced to the world properly and has shown to just really wanting to be a goofy very gay dog. Both of these descriptions I take to heart because they are true.
I also can't convince anyone that I have/may have hurt I've changed and that's ok. I am genuinely sorry for what I have done and if they want to forgive me they may, if not so let it be. I'm not going to force anything upon people. They are people with their own thoughts and feelings, let them be.
Only context is I'm in a TLT server.
I understand now that it was learned behavior. I have spent so much time with it, it has become a part of me. I do not try to let it out, despite its persistence. I've hurt so many before I realized what I was doing. I'd rather be hurt than the one doing the hurt.
Urzhon the Smiter
Patron Saint of Slaves
"They say her wrath was that of a thousand suns."- Balc Tey
She uses the very chains that enslaved her to give justice to the world. To bring a new symbol of hope and one day peace. Many slaves of all races look up to her. Being blessed by her means you have been chosen to bring her will into our realm of reality. Just like she was in life, in sainthood, she is just as stubborn. Her judgement is for all. No one is spared of her. She is one of the few judges that shall judge your soul and will judge the most harshly under Rabsechs or what he was known as before- Rabium the god of war, valor, and judgement.
Character owned by @ace-w-warden
I am new to Tumblr! Hello you crazy people! You can call me Ace. I am an aspiring young author who has some things in the works but I plan on releasing a book in spring 2023 of poems I have been collecting from my head.
I wanted to give a poem for all to expect to be in my book. (Title coming soon.) This poem speaks out to me.
Spirit of Spring Part 1
Her toes dipped into the water.
Ripples distort the scene.
She tensed and relaxed
and walked into the stream.
She took a deep breath
and plunged into spring.
I really hope to read other peers works at some point in the future and that we could inspire each other.
First drawing I have done in a long time. Had a long drawing hiatus.