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Ouija Board Transcript

***REVISED***

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Okay so first of all I’m going to go ahead and put a disclaimer here stating that I don’t necessarily believe in anything I write in this transcript, I’m actually very skeptical about this all. This is just what was said in the session and I’m just writing it out as pure fact of what was said.

(My notes were pretty scattered so I doubt this is in perfect chronological order, and I don’t have direct quotes for everything)

(Most of what sushi–slut says are not her own words, as she was repeating the words and questions of the people in the chatroom)

Sushi: Why do you regret what you did?

Dylan: I am a madman/mad man(?).

Sushi: What do you mean by that?

Dylan: I am a madman/mad man(?).

Dylan: essentially says that he regrets being so angry all the time

Sushi: What do you think of Adam Lanza and how he killed all those kids?

Dylan: Damned.

Sushi: How do you feel about being called a victim and being brought down to the same level as the people you shot?

Dylan: NA (assuming this means ‘no answer’ and he doesn’t care)

Sushi: What are you right now?

Dylan: I am a spirit.

(He also claims to be everywhere)

Sushi: Is there anyone that you watch over on earth?

Dylan: Sue.

Sushi: Do you regret the suffering you caused your mother?

Dylan: (immediate) Yes.

Sushi: How do you feel about 9/11 happening on your birthday two years after you died?

Dylan: I only care about MA.

Sushi: Is that Madonna?

Dylan: No.

Sushi: It was a joke. Did you find it funny?

Dylan: Yes.

(When we asked who MA was he threatened to leave so we didn’t ask further questions about who she might be)

Sushi: Is there anyone you miss?

Dylan: Robyn, Nate, and Brooks.

Sushi: You miss Brooks?

Dylan: Yes.

Sushi: What do you think of Dave Cullen?

Dylan: Awful and a laugh.

Sushi: How can we contact you in the future? How can we summon you?

Dylan: Sacrifice rapists.

Sushi: You want us to sacrifice rapists? What do you consider worse–rape or murder?

Dylan: Rape.

Sushi: Are you a feminist?

Dylan: Yes.

Sushi: What were your last words to Eric?

Dylan: ‘Bye’.

Sushi: What do you think of Columbiners?

Dylan: Beautiful.

Sushi: What do you think of Columbiners who were too young to remember the event?

Dylan: Beaueautiful.

(We asked if Eric was available and Dylan said yes. Eric was ‘summoned’)

Sushi: What do you think of mourningovermurderers?

Eric: She’s cool.

Sushi: Eric, can you tell us a Jo Momma joke?

Eric: Jo momma was so dumb she thought Dave Cullen was telling the truth.

Sushi: You forgot the ‘jeeeyaaaaa’ at the end.

Eric: Shut up.

Sushi: What do you think of the Columbine rp blogs?

Eric: Weird.

Sushi: Do you regret Columbine?

Eric: Yes.

Sushi: Why do you regret it?

Eric: It didn’t work.

Sushi: What do you think of fat dogs?

Eric: What?

Sushi: Do you like dogs that are fat? Like, are you okay with them?

Eric: Sure?

Sushi: Out of you and Dylan, would you consider yourself the leader?

Eric: No.

Sushi: Do you regret letting Brooks go?

Eric: No.

Sushi: How do you feel about people referring to you as a ‘victim’?

Eric: I am a god.

Sushi: Who said the ketchup and cinnimini quote?

Eric: Dylan.

Sushi: Why did you threaten to shoot Adam Kyler?

Dylan: I was a madman/mad man(?).

Sushi: Then why did you let Evan Todd go free in the library?

Dylan: He asked.

Sushi: Do you have any fetishes?

Eric: Bondage.

Sushi: How do you feel about TJ Lane?

Eric: Fuck off.

Sushi: How do you feel about Columbiners?

Eric: Respect.

Sushi: Are you saying you have respect for them?

Eric: Yes.

Sushi: Eric, what did you do the night before NBK?

Eric: Hung out.

Sushi: Did you sleep at all?

Eric: No.

Sushi: Dylan, what about you? What did you do before NBK?

Dylan: Cried.

Sushi: Why was ‘bye’ the only thing you said to your mother when you were leaving on NBK?

Dylan: I couldn’t say bye right.

Sushi: What do you think of Marilyn Manson being blamed for Columbine?

Eric: Dumb.

Sushi: What do you think of Brenda Parker?

Eric: Whore.

Sushi: What is your favourite band?

Dylan: NIN.

Sushi: Did anyone ever call you ‘Dyldo’?

Dylan: Robyn.

Sushi: Eric, what were your last words?

Eric: ‘We are gods’.

Sushi: Did you pierce your own ears?

Dylan: Yes.

Sushi: Was it painful?

Dylan: No.

Sushi: Can you spell out mourningovermurderers’ name? It’s written on her tumblr.

Dylan: Natalie.

Sushi: No, that’s not it. Why did you pick Natalie?

Dylan: Guessed. We can’t read your tumblr.

  Sushi: Were you a ladies’ man?

Eric: No.

  Sushi: Were you in pain when you killed yourself?

Dylan: Yes.

Sushi: Did you die from asphyxiating in your own blood?

Dylan: Yes.

Sushi: What’s it like to die?

Dylan: Nice.

  Sushi: Do you feel like you are godlike?

Dylan: Yes.

Sushi: Do you like being godlike?

Dylan: No.

Sushi: Why not?

Dylan: I am a sad god.

  Sushi: Who is worse–Dave Cullen or Edward Cullen?

Eric: Dave.

  Sushi: Eric, Dylan’s hotter than you.

Eric: No.

Dylan: Thanks.

  Sushi: Have you seen Kurt Cobain around?

Eric: Yes.

  Sushi: Do you like any grunge or riot grrrl bands?

Dylan: Pearljam.

Sushi: What’s your favourite song by them? 

Dylan: Jeremy.

  Sushi: Are you still playing DOOM?

Eric: Yes.

  Sushi: Can you influence Jeffco to release the basement tapes?

Eric: Yes.

Sushi: How will you do that?

Eric: Signs.

Sushi: You’ll send signs?

Eric: Yes.

  Sushi: Were your black ring and earring hand made?

Dylan: Yes.

  Sushi: We love you Dylan!

Dylan: I love you all.

  Sushi: You two are Columbitches.

Eric/Dylan: Okay.

  (Dylan says it makes him sad when people think he was shot by 

Eric)

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That’s not everything that was said, but I didn’t write down the questions for a lot of the answers I wrote down so for some of them I have no idea anymore what they were talking about. If anyone who was there sees an error just let me know. Cya.

my heart…

- What were your last words to Eric?

Dylan: ‘Bye’. 

- Eric, what were your last words?

Eric: ‘We are gods’.

- Do you feel like you are godlike?

Dylan: Yes.

- Do you like being godlike?

Dylan: No.

- Why not?

Dylan: I am a sad god.

- (Dylan says it makes him sad when people think he was shot by 

Eric)

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I’m personally a believer and a lot of this sounds like stuff they’d say. And when Dylan talks about the pain he felt while dying but that it was nice… I think if it is true, it speaks volumes on how death probably felt almost peaceful to someone who was so trapped in their own sadness with no escape

skeptical

Not a believer and am 112% convinced there’s nothing after death, but still interesting to read.

I had a medium reading the other day and my grandma came through and heck did the medium tell me some stuff she could only know if my grandma was there….all very specific, nothing generalised. The dead walk along side us apparently. No heaven or hell, they just walk silently next to us…

I don’t think anything in this world could make me believe in the afterlife. At least I hope there’s no afterlife cause I’ve already had enough and I’m only 19. I think being dead feels like not being born/conceived. Darkness, silence, no feelings and no awareness that a world exists, has ever existed or will exist. And that comforts me.

I get that too. When this life is done I hope it’s done too, but I don’t get why that medium knew so much and I’d never met her in my life, it wasn’t stuff of Facebook, in fact she even knew about my Dylan thing…..

I don’t know how mediums do it, but I still just don’t want to believe that there’s anything after death. I wish my mother had aborted me anyway, I can’t picture myself being stuck as a spirit or a ghost or anything else. It’s just hurtful to think about it and if afterlife exists, it’s the worst possible punishment imaginable.

Oh gee!! I am so so sorry you feel that way, but to a degree, as I say I get it. It’s never occurred to me to wish my mum aborted me but I’ve thought a lot about leaving. If this ouiji is real and true then Dylan and Eric sound happy enough. I want to meet them one day, no chance of that of there’s nothing’s, so I’m in two minds.

Who did this

My biggest question about columbine is what Eric and Dylan’s last words to each other were.

Some interesting things I picked up on Eric Harris’s AOL profile screenshots:

1. Eric’s Computer

2. Nil Sine Numine

3. Semper Fidelis

4.  Si Vis Pacem, Para Bellum

This is absolutely hilarious and probably accurate to some extent 😂 (well for me anyway)

I HAVE SO MANY

Final Destination (2000)

I’M DEAD

I’M DYING

NO, I’M DECEASED

I CAN’T LMAO

SHARE THIS BEAUTY TROUGHOUT THE TCC OMG

its been a long time since i saw this

UNMUTE THIS RIGHT NOW

Omfg

@rebenvodka @hoe4basmenttapes @itscolumbinercatthing Suck my balls bitch

I FORGOT ABOUT HTIS??????????? OMG???????/

I WAS WAITING FOR THIS TO SHOW UP