Lyfsuxz

My mom asked if I’d been eating cuz I look like I’ve lost weight. Interesting because I feel fatter than ever😂😂😭😣

Every morning I do the same thing. Wake up. Look at myself in the mirror. And cry on the inside about how fat I look.

I. Keep. Fucking. Up. Keep gaining all the weight back. Keep looking in the mirror and grabbing my fat and feeling so fat and disgusting. When will this nightmare end.

My arms and legs are actually so damn fat and flabby it’s unreal. I’m great at restricting. Just can’t make it to the gym. Gotta change that ASAP. Starting tomorrow.

Well I’ve done it again. I’ve fucked up and gained back all the weight. Look and feel like a fat fucking whale. I’m so sick of it.

Literally, nothing is ever about me.

Already lost all the progress I made and idk even how. I hardly eat and look fatter than ever. I wanna cry.

I feel like I’m starting to see progress. And that scares me mostly because I still feel like a fat whale but I don’t want to get sick.. 😞