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Today I sat on the floor of the shower and threw up until there was nothing left in my stomach. I created literally a pile on vomit on the shower floor and took pride in how big it was. This is how weird I am. :/

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So I have a plan that I eat one corn cracker (20cals) for brunch and then half a protein shake (46cals) with chia seeds and fibre to keep me full (an extra 15cals). So altogether that's roughly 80-85cals for the day. Every day. Someone please help me to not eat.

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DAILY CALORIE CHECK

Breakfast: nil.

Lunch: A few spoonfuls of soup, 30 cals.

Snack: Apple, 60 cals. Three grapes, 9 cals.

Dinner: red hot blue chips, 150 cals.

Workout: hiking up the culver city steps for a half hour, squats and crunches: -310

TOTAL: 310-249=-61

A GREAT DAY! I shouldn’t have eaten the chips, but otherwise, I feel pretty good about today. Tomorrows goal is nothing but an apple. Wish me luck <3 <3

Good job, lovely 💜

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30982) When I was ten my sister made me a book containing pictures of me when I was younger and she wrote little comments beside some of them. One from right after I was born said “so chubby” next to it. Another from when I was two said “I want to pinch the pictures cheeks” looking through this book triggered me so much. It makes me feel like I’ve always been fat and always will be.

Reading this blog, I have to remind myself that these are not actually my confessions. I love that I'm not alone, but o hate that so many of you are also suffering.