10.02.2021
I want to kill myself.

10.02.2021
I want to kill myself.
““ The hardest part about walking away from someone is the part where you realize that,no matter how slowly you go,they will never run after you.””
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Was I ever lonely?
I always say I’m lonely
And that I love being lonely
But
Was I ever?
Or was I just ignoring the fact
That as long as loneliness is with me
I’m never lonely?
Congratulations
You moved on
You’re happy now
You made it
I’m glad for you
You didn’t ever look back
You’re gone
But you’re in a better place now
You made it
You did it on your own
Nobody helped you
You fought for your happiness alone
And you won
You made it
As for me
You know
I could be better
But I’m not
I’m a mess
And not just anyone made that mess
You made it
12 feet deep / the front bottoms
I don’t care who i lose anymore. I choose me. I got shit to do.
The hardest part of being depressed is acting like you’re not.
Pretending to be strong and always okay is damn tiring
I went through the toughest times by myself, i don’t owe nobody shit
being a cold person makes life easier
sometimes life puts you in the same situation again to see if you’re still a dumbass
I never had the chance to tell you
I so regret the day I met you
“It’s better to have nobody than someone who is half there, or who doesn’t want to be there.”
— Angelina Jolie
“Depression is about as close as you get to somewhere between dead and alive, and it’s the worst.”
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(via killed-long-ago)