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amanda

@lowtides-

The magic isn’t in the poems I write or in the words that I speak; the magic lies within those seconds before all that happens, in those glorious moments of silence when I am waiting for the art to come and always end up tracing your lips in my mind.

// how poetry is created j.d.m. (via poetryandthesea)

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peachisty

things you deserve this 2018:

  • pure love
  • a kind heart
  • prosperity
  • genuine happiness
  • honesty and transparency
  • softness
  • hope
  • good art
  • clear skin
This year I learned to be selfish. Selfish with my time, my heart, my feelings, my mind and most importantly myself. I spent entirely too much time feeling sorry for the things I couldn’t change, wishing for things I didn’t have, and begging for people who did not deserve me. It has taken me two decades to realize I am a prize worth winning, I am a caviar dinner not a gas station hot dog. This year I’ve lost people I thought I couldn’t live without and given myself everything I needed. Next year, I hope I can learn to love myself.

Daily life with depression

830 am: exhausted
11 am: exhausted
330 pm: exhausted
7 pm: exhausted
Midnight - 330 am: painfully aware of the futility of existence and every embarrassing thing I've ever said or done