Can someone PLEASE please please pleaseeee give me tips, I'm desperate please anything will help
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Ive been thinking about it, and i think one of the hardest things for me to realize was that it dosen't restart. Like for example, after I'd binge obviously I'd feel guilty and disgusted in myself but then I'd try to pick myself back up by saying "I'll start clean tomorrow" or "tomorrow's a new day, I could restart and keep restricting" but no. It's not like as soon as it turns 12 and its a new day, all the calories I ate from the day before are behind me now because that's what I thought it dosen't even make sense but I thought it did, that my calorie count went back to 0 but no, no, they didn't go away they're still there, they were still there....
And realizing that made me feel more absolutely disgusted and stupid in myself
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I have 2 reactions when someone tries to take some of my food.
1. No! I know the EXACT AMOUNT of calories in this & you are not going to ruin that for me.
Or
2. Yes, please, have as much as you want! Less calories for me!!
THIS
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Day 1 of the Coraline diet
total: 750 cal
exercise: went on a 2 mile fast walk, about 135
net: 615
macros:
I think I might try this
~ god I start school next month and I can not believe how absolutely fat I have gotten, it's embarrassing, does anyone want to be my ana buddie? ~
- I'm not getting any skinnier and I look like a cow, I just keep stuffing my mouth with food
~ I was looking at thinspo and literally all I could think was how fat I am, I am nowhere near my gw ~
~ if only we could shed pounds as quickly and easily as we could shed tears ~
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~ ugh i ate so much today, I feel so fat and gross🤢 ~