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You Broke Me

@lovesbeenbroken

You left
“I’m so tired of being sad, I’m so tired of waking up in the morning and feeling like I have nothing to live for, I’m so tired of hating the way I look, I’m so tired of never being good enough for any one, I’m so tired of being the one friend left out of everything, I’m so tired of being myself, I’m so tired, I’m so fucking tired”

 i’m sorry.  i’m sorry.  i’m sorry.  i’m sorry.  i’m sorry.  i’m sorry.  i’m sorry.  i’m sorry.  i’m sorry.  i’m sorry.  i’m sorry.  i’m sorry.  i’m sorry.  i’m sorry.  i’m sorry.  i’m sorry.  i’m sorry.  I AM SO FUCKING SORRY.           it should have been me.             i know it should have been me.   

I don’t think you’ll ever realise just how much you’ve hurt me.

-LovesBeenBroken

I’m losing interest in everything again...

-LovesBeenBroken

You don’t know shit about what I’ve been through

-LovesBeenBroken

YOU. THATS ALL I WANT. YOU. AND YEAH MAYBE ITS THREE IN THE MORNING AND MAYBE IM NOT THINKING STRAIGHT BUT I KNOW THAT YOURE ALL I WANT. AND I JUST WANT YOU TO KNOW BUT I CANT TELL YOU BECAUSE IM AFRAID OF WHAT YOU’LL THINK. PLEASE TELL ME YOU WANT ME TOO BECAUSE IM SICK OF FEELING LIKE THIS. I JUST WANT TO BE HAPPY. I JUST WANT YOU.

-LovesBeenBroken

And when your sister yelled over the phone that I’m still called “Your Life”, it made me think that maybe, just maybe you weren’t over me too.

-LovesBeenBroken

And it was when my mum sat me down and told me you weren’t coming back, it was then that I realised you were gone.

-LovesBeenBroken

Its come to the point where I don’t even know who I am anymore.

-LovesBeenBroken