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you were my escape.☯

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kayci. 18. happy yet sad.✝ suffering from a broken heart. be gentle with me.
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Someone can be madly in love with you and still not be ready. They can love you in a way you have never been loved and still not join you on the bridge. And whatever their reasons you must leave. Because you never ever have to inspire anyone to meet you on the bridge. You never ever have to convince someone to do the work to be ready. There is more extraordinary love, more love that you have never seen, out here in this wide and wild universe. And there is the love that will be ready.
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You stained my mind with your cold bare hands and your sunset-colored tongue I think I should know that the morning light forgives (and you don’t) and I think you should know to choose better the next time our paths cross.

things we should know (via etherealfaeri)

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You are different, because no matter how many poems I write I cannot wash you from my skin. It’s been years and every few months, I try again. But you were there with me since the beginning and I am convinced you will be there for my end. I do not know the right word for you, but surely it is more than ‘friend’.

// an honorable word, but not enough for you // S.K.K. // October 16, 2016 // (via carvedvoice)

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“I want to cry. I want to fucking cry.” I say to the moon, in between sobs. I imagine the moon saying, “so cry, I will listen.” And I am crying, I’ve been crying for the past 15 minutes, non-stop, but I still want to cry. This didn’t feel like crying. It’s just tears straining down on my cheeks, sobs that echoes to no one, a heart that breaks silently, without anyone knowing. “I want to cry,” I say again. “I want to cry and shout and scream at the top of my lungs. I want him to hear me hurting. I want him to see me as I break into pieces, I want him to know how my soul shatters because of him, I want him to feel every fucking hurt he caused me. I want to cry. I want him to see me cry, and I want him to put his arms around me, and tell me ‘darling, it’s okay, I’m here, I won’t ever hurt you again. I’m here. I’m here. I’m here.’ until I fall asleep in his arms with his soothing words echoing in my dreams.”

cynthia go // Please catch my tears [43/365] // excerpt from a book i’ll never write # 13 (via cynthiatingo)

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and if i walked away from you, like you did to me, would you beg me to come back? if you loved someone with as much passion as i did you, would you bleed? would your blood come gushing out of the wounds that the very hands you found comfort in, ripped open? would you cry oceans and oceans of tears? would you drown in your very own body? would you suffocate? would you lose all your light?

because i did. (via drowningpoetry)