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@loustat-0

I wanted him dead , I wanted him all to myself.
Anonymous asked:

Hello! Why do you think Lestat was crying when he was telling Louis "we are joined by a cord, a cord you cannot see, but it is real. It is real"? I thought he was afraid that Louis would go through with killing him because he looks a little panicked, but then when he realizes Louis is going through with it, he resigns. Thank you!

Hi! 💚

He was crying because he loves Louis. That’s simplifying it, but that’s just the fact of the matter. He’d been on the verge of tears the entire night. He was panicking when he thought Claudia was the one to do the killing. When he sees it’s Louis, that’s when he gives up. Louis wants him dead, and Lestat can’t deny Louis anything, even his own life.

“I have loved you with all myself.” But it wasn’t enough. It never has been.

“I’m happy it was you here with me…à la fin.” No one will ever compare to you and if you want me dead, I have no reason to continue. Here’s my life. I’m happy you’re the one to take it. Because I love you.

Lestat would die for Louis, not only to protect him or save him, but simply because Louis asked him to. No matter how this scene is revisited, that facet to their relationship exists and Louis knows it exists.

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Also Canonly in the books Louis kinda asks Lestat to die too ( making his heart stop ) so that he can save Lestat 😭

Anonymous asked:

I love the excerpt you posted when Lestat is telling Quinn about the “angels” during his coma torturing him & threatening to take his eye if he doesn’t obey. Considering this is what Lestat was suffering in the coma, I’ve always felt it was significant that Lestat permanently left the coma, with the possibility of being disfigured & blinded in one eye again, to save Louis. You’ve brought that point up before too, but yea. Lestat really did say fuck everything else, including himself, to save Louis. No one is doing it like Loustat. 

*me reading this ask, realizing I’d never previously looked at Lestat awakening from the coma to save Louis from this specific angle*

Anon, from now on, this take is the definitive demonstration of the magnitude of Lestat’s love for Louis. Thank you for this. Thank you. 🥺😭♥️✨

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Anonymous asked:

i love your blog fr and i want to ask so many questions ><

but more importantly what is the louis & david situation, does louis like david? because if my man put his lover inside our house.... come on Lestat, bring David to Rio, I make sure of opening his coffin in the 40°C sun

Ask away, Anon. I’m always here. 💙

So, Louis and David. Those two actually get along. After Lestat turns David, David goes to New Orleans to Louis and tells him what Lestat did, which results in this peak married Loustat moment after they just moved back in together:

“I know where you’ve been,” he said, “and I know what you’ve done.”
“Oh? And what’s to follow? Some stultifying and endless lecture? Tell me now. So I can go to sleep.”

Louis isn’t angry about David, and they all make plans to visit Rio together.

Louis and David are there when Lestat is chained by Maharet after his ordeal with Memnoch, and they stay in New Orleans to watch over him during his coma after everyone else has left.

Merrick is when the relationship between Louis and David is more fully explored. David loves Louis, and he often talks about him as being somewhat in awe of Louis. He also tries to get Louis to drink his blood for strength, but Louis always refuses. However, David also tends to infantilize Louis, and he implies Louis’ depression is something he can just get over. Nevertheless, he does try to keep Louis safe, but he’s just not the person Louis needed during his existential crisis in Merrick. He needed Lestat and David knew this. There’s a heartbreaking exchange between them when David realizes that Louis is essentially saying goodbye to Lestat:

He was saying farewell to Lestat, that’s what he was doing, and I knew that Lestat’s slumber was so deep and so troubled, that even such a dreadful message from Louis might not rouse him at all.

This is when David wonders how he’s going to answer to both Lestat and Armand if something happened to Louis. But, it did rouse Lestat. Harm to Louis was the only thing to fully bring Lestat out of the coma. So yeah, Anne might’ve tried to shoehorn David where he didn’t need to be, but Louis was never replaced by anyone in Lestat’s eyes.

There’s just…no one else. For either of them.

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Anonymous asked:

Imagine if in the show lestat is taken by akasha while he is with Louis. Like sleeping or something with him.

I fully expect that to happen 😈

You know he calls Louis "Beautiful one" in the books, right?

Because this is the end of The Vampire Lestat:

A cold arm moved across my chest. Oh, please, my darling, my beautiful one, please! I wanted to say. But my eyes were closing! My lips wouldn't move. I was losing consciousness. The sun had risen above.

So yes. I think he will get abducted from their bed there.😈😈

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Anonymous asked:

In light of the recent drama, I think it would be a nice if we could focus on fics we are loving instead? I would love to know of any fics you’d want to highlight so we can spread some positivity! Thanks!

Oh, dare I ask….what drama? I’m in the dark on this one. 😬

However! I can recommend some excellent fics! I already made a list previously. ⬇️

And here are the ones I’ve recently read that I highly recommend! ⬇️

I know I’m forgetting some, but I’ll make another list eventually. 📚✨

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The best gift I could receive from the writers for suffering through such a long hiatus (and an even longer wait for the vampire Lestat season 😭) is a scene between Lestat and Louis feeding together, then sharing blood, and then having sex covered in blood. This can be at separate times or it can be all together, but it is something that I believe is owed to every Loustat fan.

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You're literally describing Merrick .

Forever obsessed by the way Lestat talks about Louis in TVL:

Vs the way Louis talks about Lestat in IWTV:

I love them both so much???? And yes, I know Louis says sweet, lovey-dovey things later on, and Lestat has some spiteful hag moments too but holy shit. I’ll just say it’s very, very fortunate our boy Lestat has a verbal degradation kink and leave it at that.

Anonymous asked:

In light of the recent drama, I think it would be a nice if we could focus on fics we are loving instead? Would love to know of any fics you’d want to highlight so we can spread some positivity! Thanks!

I love this idea so much!! Here are a few recent faves, in no particular order:

Rated E || Complete, but sequels are still going! || 48k+

Sweet, healing, AMC!canon exploration If you haven't read this fic and its sequels yet, please drop everything and do so. It's about what Louis and Lestat's relationship might look like if instead of turning Louis in the church, they waited until Louis was sure of his decision. It's so beautiful to see these two actually have a relationship with a healthy basis. Lots of Loustat and really dives into his relationship with Grace too!

Before I Spill Myself by NinasBlues

Rated M || Incomplete & Updating || 50k

Polyamory, past trauma, learning trust All human, modern AU. Main ship is Louis/Armand/Jonah with past Loustat Louis is a singer in San Francisco, trying to leave his breakup with Lestat in the past. Jonah and Armand seduce him into joining their relationship.

Rated E || Complete || 9k

Devil's Minion kink, sensory play, surprisingly intimate Okay so please do read the tags on this one. But I'll have you know that this fic contains things that are usually hard no's from me, but I adore it here. I was ready to back the fuck out, but was surprised by how tender and overwhelmingly intimate it was. Basically Armand decides that he truly wants to know all of Daniel's body so they break into a doctor's office and earn the tag "inappropriate use of an ultrasound machine". Because of course this gremlin has to ruin every piece of technology ever. It's rare to find a fic that really understands how much trust there is in a D/s relationship and how vulnerable having a body can be. I was blown away.

Treat Me Gently by DeepRedBells

Rated M || Incomplete & Updating || 23k

Old Maniel, blood and lust, Armand caring for Daniel by renovating his kitchen After the interview is over, Armand returns with Daniel to New York, determined to take care of him until he either consents to becoming a vampire or dies. And now Daniel's daughter thinks her dad illegally brought a twink back from Dubai.

Please go show all these authors some love!! Thanks anon for suggesting this--I think celebrating fics is exactly what's needed rn.

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As much as i dislike the whole narrow and oversimplified love language theory it explains so much about the problems and miscommunication at the de Pointe du Lac-de Lioncourt household if you consider that they speak different love languages. Aside from their 32958394577 other issues of course.

Louis is quite clearly a ‘quality time’ and ‘acts of service’ type of person. He often feels uncomfortable with overt gestures and believes that actions speak louder than words and the way he shows love is rather practical. Providing for and taking care of his loved ones and spending time with them is very important for him. He’s not outwardly very affectionate towards others but he makes a great effort to help his family and sometimes also the community (and he tries to justify to himself his exploitation of women by insisting that he’s actually protecting and helping them). With Paul they spent a lot of time just doing things together like walking and talking and going to church and dancing. In the beginning with Lestat they bond over music and theatre and arts and Louis talks and opens up to him about things like never before other than with his brother. Later we see him pause reading (his favorite hobby) to listen to what Lestat is saying to him and even at his most depressed he tries to share with Lestat what he’s reading. In modern day he remembers a dessert that was emotionally meaningful for Daniel and has it prepared in an attempt to connect with him through it (and eats himself despite that it tastes awful to him!).

He frequently does things he feel uncomfortable doing to please Lestat (going to opera with him despite having to act as his valet, drinking human blood, having sex with him after finding out he’s cheating again etc.). Becoming a father and taking care of Claudia was something that brought great fulfillment to Louis (”the simple joy of her hand in mine”). He enjoys ‘homemaking’ whether that’s decorating christmas trees or doing his child’s hair and he was at his happiest when the vampire family was living as close to normal everyday family life as possible, and later tries to unsuccessfully return to that status quo. The most important way for him to communicate love with other people is to simply choose to share his life with them. Lestat who expects dramatic romantic words and gestures could never understand the greatest love Louis ever showed was to stay with him despite everything.

Lestat is strongly a ‘words of affirmation, ‘physical touch’ and ‘gift giving’ type of person. He encourages and compliments Louis and tells him he loves him all the time. I think the scene in ep 6 where he mouths ‘i love you’ when walking away from the park bench despite nothing special happening implies that it’s something he tells Louis almost every day. Verbally expressing his emotions is very important for Lestat. He obviously carefully rehearsed his church love confession beforehand and later even literally wrote a song for Louis. Lestat who is deeply insecure needs words of love and reassurance but rarely receives them. When Louis does show verbal affection he just soaks it up like a sponge (”you missed me?”). Lestat is very tactile person and to quote Sam Reid can’t keep his hands off Louis. When they’re together he’s rarely not touching him. Louis is significantly less touchy-feely, he allows Lestat to touch him if they’re not fighting but initiates it himself much less frequently. When they’re not having sex frequently Lestat feels unhappy and abandoned, not just because of his high libido but also because for him sex is an essential way to convey intimacy and connection. This is also shown in his pattern of cheating where despite claiming he likes variety he actually mostly just carries out a years long affair with one person despite finding her tedious, because she offers him constant validation and an illusion of intimacy. He was rather physically and verbally affectionate with Claudia too before the things turned sour, sometimes gently touching her and calling her with pet names.

Lestat, like Louis, loves taking care of his loved ones but he’s more focused on actual providing and giving things. Lestat showers both Louis and Claudia with gifts; clothes, jewelry, books, money. When Louis is worrying about going home and his business after being turned Lestat tells him “this is now your home” and “i have all the money we need”; he has obviously already envisioned the future he will take care of all Louis’ needs and Louis will never have to work again or worry about anything or pay for anything anymore because Lestat is happy to buy and give him everything in the world. He calls vampirism a gift as well and is frustrated when Louis and Claudia are not grateful for receiving it. After the DV incident he tries to literally buy himself back into their life and sends so many gifts that they have to burn more of them than bodies. He whines to Antoinette about how ungrateful and disrespectful Claudia is despite that he’s given her ‘so many incalculable gifts’. Roots of this behaviour are in Lestat having lived most of his human life in poverty and having to act as a provider. Even after years of being rich he values material things and considers giving and receiving them a powerful act of love and loyalty. Louis had not experienced similar poverty and hunger while being human and Claudia who as a human had nothing i think just sees through bullshit. I think despite their different backgrounds Claudia is actually fairly similar to Louis in this regard that they value more practical and straightforward everyday love. Claudia nurses Louis back to health and makes it her mission to save him, and while she loves pretty things as an expression of love they mean nothing to her.