have you ever felt that youre constantly in the background even in your own life? like, you know a lot of people but not a lot of people know you? you always listen in conversations but are never the one to talk even if you have something to say because you're afraid no one will care and you'll look stupid. you have two or three really close friends that you talk to about your life but no one else. your friends have a ton of friends and talk to guys and get a ton of attention and have drama but you never do. you know a lot about everyone but only a few people really know who you are. you feel like you could disappear and only a few people would notice. you have a best friend but youre not you're best friend's best friend. you dont mind not being the center or attention, but you just wish you knew that people noticed you. you have a good friend that everyone wants to be friends with and they're close with everyone but you feel like youre a side character and no one really notices you. some people know youre name but they dont make an effort to talk to you outside of group settings. you know that people know who you are but you feel less important. it gets lonely. just know youre not alone cause I feel all of this.
