Marc

i thought i was gonna get better

i love when i fuck up everything important to me. fuck me. i cant wait till i die.

i wish things were different..

i wish i could talk about how i feel publically. i wish someone knew i was crying for help.. i wish i had friends. or just one person i could talk to. i feel so alone..

i wish i could be happy again..

i tell you i want to kill myself and you take 30 minutes to text back. im sorry my dysphoria and depression is intruding on your time with your friends.

ever hate yourself so much that you feel like you cant even breathe