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think less & live more

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"Don't set yourself on fire to keep others warm."
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shmwrites
the hardest thing i had to do this year was not to remember you as the person who loved me in ways no one else ever had before but to remember you as the person who left me broken in ways i didn’t think i could break.

it doesn’t matter how you loved me, it matters how you left me.

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people are allowed to leave you. people are allowed to break up with you. people are allowed to love you but not want to be with you. people are allowed to not want to talk to you. people are allowed to put their happiness before yours and do what makes them happy even if it does not include you. people are allowed to move on from you. people are allowed to fall in love with someone else. people are allowed to not want you in their life. people are allowed to do whatever they want to better themselves and become the version of themselves they are trying so hard to love. don’t be bitter towards someone who is only trying to be happy.

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I can’t promise you that I will never hurt you. For, humans often hurt each other. But I promise that I will never do it intentionally. And, I will always apologise afterwards.
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arkelune
“january // i am red. my cheeks are warm and my lips are swollen, i release a soft laughter as i wrap my arms around your neck, i let the scent of your room wrap itself around me. we are quiet on your bed and the ceiling looks like a wide canvas where i can paint how vulnerable i am at this moment. i hold your hand, your heartbeat says your heart is mine. april // i am green. we go out for a picnic. i kiss your moon tattoo, in other words i kiss your neck. i kiss your neck. we listen to songs with happy beats but lonely words and i think about how much i want to do this everyday with you. i place my legs on top of yours, i look at your face and thank the skies for this beautiful day. the sun sets and i still see the freckles of your cheeks. i can’t wait to kiss them at home. may // i am yellow. it’s raining. i love the rain. i love the peace it brings to me & i don’t feel sad at all when i think about how much i love it more than i love you. it reminds me all the happy colors but i am glowing when it’s raining. i don’t glow a lot because no matter how happy i might be, there is still something missing. i try to kiss you once more but things are getting more complicated and kissing you is not the right answer anymore. september // i am blue. the phone rings for the 7th time and everytime i pick it up, it’s not you. the sheets are waiting and this small house feels like a new city that i've never been into. the moon looks smaller, the melodies are starting to sound noisy, i wish i can sleep more. november // i am white. with stains, but still. i am slowly bending my bones in my direction, i am starting to talk about myself more. maybe i am not ready yet to fall in love again but i know that i am doing a good job. my fingers aren’t bleeding anymore, i am starting to see the lilac shades of the skies. my body is starting to become my home once again.”
Source: pakalmot
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“I am all about soft kisses and gentle touching of the skin. I want tender voice telling me “I love you” in the middle of a fight, in the middle of the night and early in the morning. I am all about benevolent touching of the neck and slow brushing of hair. Love me tender and be kind to me. I am a feather, please love me kindly.”

— this is how i want to be loved // m.c (via pakalmot)

Source: pakalmot