eunoia

because often even a change of perspective is not enough

I miss my old life

I feel dump part two

I feel dump

idk why i sign up for college

bitch were

I feel empty.

I'm not feeling myself lately.

sorry for not being active, but recently in my mind are only topics about school, relations with myself and other people, future and self-love

so maybe I introduce u, reader, what happend in my life

1. I've been spending a lot of time with my friends lately ✨

we went out to do business in the city, for shopping, for walks with my dog, but we also had the opportunity to talk during lessons but there were also days when I wasn't able to talk to anyone properly because of my introversion, so they understood it and were just supportive for me when I think about it, every time I thank God for the true friends that I have met I hope that I am also a support for them. I wish everyone such friends!

2. time for yourself ✨

I am so busy during the day that I often forget about myself and my needs. I spend my time studying and making friends, often forgetting the most important person in my life. at this point I wanted to say that I mean me, but that's not true. I forget about God in everyday prose of life. He gave me the best and I can't even spend 5 minutes praying lately. the truth is, if I had time for Him, I would have time for myself. please don't forget about the things that make you enjoy and make you a better version of yourself!

3. future ✨

with the return of the declaration of subjects passed at the matura exam, I was forced to think about my future life, what would it look like and what would I do I realized I couldn't see her literally I am blind to my future It scares me a lot and puts me into a panic attack I almost cried about it once sometimes I can't function because of it and I hope it will get better with time, but so far I can't do anything about it.

4. nose ring and lip ring ✨

Finally, but not least, my first and independently made (even paid from my own earned money!) Decision. I didn't expect my parents to be so critical about it, but they got used to it and now they don't pay attention to it at all. I'm lucky they haven't kicked me out of the house yet! (although they said they did).

5. my nails are in better condition! ✨

I did not expect that so many school activities and tons of homework assignments would bring such an amazing effect! of course, I still bite the peel, but in negligible amounts.

if someone is biting their nails, I recommend having the entire schedule full

6. I dyed my hair. ✨

this is another change that I decided to do at home without the help of a hairdresser

I do not recommend doing such things without the eye of a specialist, because it may start to burn the skin after choosing the wrong cosmetics

but I like the effect important that you can see something at all xd

that would be enough of my life have a nice day / evening for everyone who reads this and remember, take care of yourself! you are the main hero of your life! 😗✌🏿

and all those little things we can't see if we don't stop +

15.10.2020 r

I don't remember when I was here

nothing interesting happens in my life, except that I would like to sleep and eat alternately

Here are my pictures taken and processed by myself, maybe someone will want to use them as wallpaper

I recommend

stay safe x

this type of pictures reminds me how necessary is nature for man