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I Knew
I think I really knew things were bad again
When I could no longer turn the music up any louder to drown everything out
When the phantom pain was no longer enough every time I imagined a blade gently slicing
And when my mind refused to let me eat and sleep even as I cried out from the pain that resulted from it
I knew when my body begin to fail at the simple, every day today things
Such as standing and walking, and things that should ultimately be instinctual, like breathing and being able to swallow
I knew when I couldn't feel anything but empty
And when smiling and laughing became nothing more than a chore I did routinely based off nothing but muscle memory
I knew when I couldn't even muster up the motivation nor the energy to do even the things I love
Like creating another piece of art, or emerging and getting lost into a story
I knew when I could no longer ignore the voices in my head as they teared and ripped me apart atom by atom
Exposing all of my insecurities and flaws, allowing them to therefore claw their way up to the surface
And bogard their way into my vision every time I even so much as gotta glance at my reflection
Searing themselves so deep into my brain and memory that I can't blinked without seeing them
And so I think that's when I finally,  truly knew that things are bad again
- 01•28•2021
04:55:30

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but mom how will other people know that you, a white Texan, are a Christian

same

Jesus

I bet those two are couple now..

I’m gay

me too

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This is such a great story

update from Houston pride 2019! we’re friends

wlw mlm solidarity

Legendary post

If I don’t reblog this post, assume I’ve been murdered by the government and avenge my death

Legendary

Friendship! Hell yeah!

This is solidarity

Yeahh THIS IS HIW WE DO IT

A fucking vibe

My 4 year old nephew loves to paint his nails. Any time he sees someone wear nail polish he asks if he can have some too. The most difficult part is getting him to decide what color, because he he wants all of them.

Nail polish is for everyone.

Update!!

The kid’s favorite football player responded with support.

PROTECT HIM FROM THE DANGERS OF THE WORLD

Tony Stark, everyone.

Robert Downey jr everyone.

it had to be corrected

Tony Stark pretending to be Robert Downey Jr pretending to be Tony Stark.  There, corrected even more. 

Tumblr has officially lost the ability to tell the difference between Tony Stark and Robert Downey Jr.

Robert Downey Jr has lost the ability to tell the difference between Tony Stark and Robert Downey Jr. 

I’VE SEEN THIS POST ON OTHER SITES BUT THIS IS THE FIRST TIME I’VE EVER SEEN THE REAL THING

I have seen this only as screenshots but today I have been blessed

Anthony Robert Edward John Downey Stark Junior ??!!

Holy shit

Vanya: You know what I’m gonna say it
Diego: Do It
Vanya: I’m gonna say it!
Klaus: DO IT!
Vanya, pointing to Luther angrily: I don’t care that dad sent you to the moon!
Luther: *gasps*

petition to rename the usa ‘south canada’

what about alaska

are we then normal canada

canada a bit to the left

What about South America? Is that just America? Or South South Canada?

i cried my ass of laughing

WARM CANADA

i caN’T BREATHE OH MY GOD

I’m not even from Canada but I approve this change of names

M ILKY E H

IT HAS RETURNED

FOUND IT

IT IS AN HONOUR TO HAVE THIS GRACE MY DASH

reblogging from myself bc i found this when scrolling through my blog

Reblogging again because this is too god for not reblog

this is one of the few posts you have to reblog or else you’ll never see it in a million years besides screenshots

BABY CANADAS

nicole calling waverly ‘baby’ and kissing her hand while staring down the funeral director when he suggested they talk to their husbands was the definition of big dick energy god what a power move

this is the money dog, repost in the next 24 hours and money will come your way!!

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ehh what the hell

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OH MY GOD SO NO FUCKIN BULLSHIT I SWEAR To GOD. I reblogged this an hour ago and IM NOT Lying My Tax Refund which I did in late march popped into my Bank Account, and it was a Decent sized amount……

WHAT THE FUCK Is THIS MAGIC!??!?!?! Im trying this again IM NOT BSing hahahaha thats actually pretty cool xD

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yooooo

yoooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo

FUCKIN YOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

no BULLSHIT I KID YOU NOT! Look what I found while walking Home…..

OH MY GOD

OH MY F*CKIN GOD

THIS POST FUCKIN WORKS?!?!?! THIS IS PAST A COINCIDENCE NO WAY!??! NO FRIGGIN WAY!!! 

Im Going to reblog this every day to test this, its MAGIC ITS FRIGGIN MAGIC 

I need to believe in the heart of the post…

Oh? Well… *reblag*

i reblogged this and now my uncle is giving me 250 to dye my hair nani the fucko

pleasepleaseplease

I FOUND A £20 NOTE IN MY POCKET WHAT THE FUCK IS THIS

This has nothing to do with my blog but honestly I’m in a tight spot and can’t pass up the chance that it might work 🤷🏻‍♀️

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Lmao I’m broke asf send help

I need some cash man

Reblog or your mom will die in 928 seconds.

I love my mom.

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I am risking nothing

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I AM SORRY FOLLOWERS, I LOVE MY MOMMY

Will not risk.

sorry followers :(

omg im so glad to se so many people love their mummy

Why’re you being mean to my mum?

goddamn it

Nope. Googled it. 15 minuets. Nope. Not taking any chances

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This has 1.2 million reblogs … Ps not riskin it

1.4 almost ps not risking it

Fuck this post

I am sorry…

sorry

sorry,not sorry

I love my momza  im not taking any chances

sorry

Why does this keep appearing on my damn dashboard!!!

Stop dating abusive women 2018

Hardly any women are gonna reblog this tbh 🙃

A lot of women behave like this and think this ain’t abuse

But let a nigga slap them, damage their clothes and pour a drink on them, all hell will break loose.

EVERYONE CAN BE A VICTIM OF DOMESTIC ABUSE!

Buddy has the soul of an angel and composure out of this world

Just in case anyone wants the context: He has been making music in Chicago, he recently performed to a large audience and met London on da track, who offered him an opportunity in LA. She didn’t want to leave Chicago because of her business there. He told her that she doesn’t have to go, he just needs to do this for his music. She got upset because he straight up told her that he valued his career over their relationship and she did this. 

Now I’m not a relationship expert, but I will never understand how some of y’all expect people to put you above the shit they have to do. Always put your career, your job, your livelihood first. This was all kinds of fucked up, really fucking abusive and manipulative, he should definitely go to LA with or without her. 

Many women *WILL* reblog this, because part of feminism is acknowledging that women are just as capable of being abusive as men. Acting as though women cannot be abusive is misogyny, and relies on the misogynist tropes that women are frail, and innocent in comparison to men. Any true feminist must acknowledge that neither of these things are necessarily true and that a woman is in fact capable of being abusive whether it’s to another woman, a man, or a nonbinary person. The reason we focus on abuse from men towards women is that it is more prevalent, and institutionally encouraged, justified, and allowed without consequence, while a woman even “talking back” to a man is to be “put in her place.” Don’t bring your weak, fragile “Few women will reblog this” shit up in here. We know what abuse looks like when we see it.