The Silver Kingdom

I don't deserve to be alive

Everyone would be better off if I was gone

I'm so unbelievably worthless

I don't deserve to be alive.

I don't deserve love, happiness, effort, time, or anything else. Just a massive waste of space.

I'm genuinely the most worthless, waste of oxygen, humam being on the face of this fucking planet. I'm not worth anyone's time or effort and I deserve to die alone.

Man I'm really not allowed to be happy am I? I was genuinely really happy just a few hours. Getting to play games with my boyfriend and friends. Am I just cursed to forever be depressed and worthless or something? Guess I'm just not allowed to be happy.

I'm just such a nuisance...

I'm so unbelievably worthless. I don't deserve happiness, I don't deserve love, I don't deserve attention, and I sure as hell don't deserve to live.

Sorry for existing.

I wish I didn't exist and I'm sorry for existing.

I'm sorry for existing.

Whenever someone is telling me about something they're interested in I always try to show interest. But I guess I'm not important enough for the same courtesy.

Man... I'm really. Really. REALLY terrible at everything aren't I?

God I'm such a waste of space.

Every day I'm reminded that I can't do even the simplest things right.

It is once again proven that I'm a giant worthless fuck up and that I shouldn't exist. All I do is fuck things up and annoy everyone around me.

Why am I such a bother. All I do is annoy people.

I don't feel like I'm worth anyone's time.

It's my birthday in 3 days. I wonder if anyone will even remember.