I'm tired of life.... I don't want to live anymore
““Forgive me if I don’t talk much at times. It’s loud enough in my head.” - Unknown”
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It's hard, my mental health isn't good. Nor my physical health. I just want to sleep all day long. I feel so alone. I'm loosing weight, i don't have a propper body shape. I look like one straight stick. I'm not doing my duties to Allah properly either. I just want to die. Why do i always end up alone. Why do i always find myself consoling whoever is down, but whenever i need someone there's no one around. Not once. I just wish for death. I don't feel like talking to anyone nor seeing anyone. I don't want him to come home. I just want to be by myself. I feel like my life has been cursed since the time we were engaged. I was far happier and content single. I always used to ask my dad when he wanted me to marry, if he didn't like that i was happy single ? But now, it feels just like that. I don't want to live like this anymore.
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Don't you think it's just so comforting that Allāh knows it all?
Sometimes you just can't seem to find the right words, to make sense of your feelings, and so you just sit there and utter: "Ya Rabb, You know", or you sit silently and let your tears speak.
Allāh knows. He knows. He heals. He answers. He loves. He blesses.
- unknown
extramadness
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It's difficult to control how the heart feels. But it's easy to supplicate to the Controller of the hearts to ease what I feel. Alhamdulillāh.
- unknown
Be grateful for all hardships, heartaches and disappointments. It is through these paths which lead to strengthening your faith, building your character and becoming more humble.
-Haleh Banani
“Let me tell you this: if you meet a loner, no matter what they tell you, it’s not because they enjoy solitude. It’s because they have tried to blend into the world before, and people continue to disappoint them.”
— Jodi Picoult
Oh Allah, you're my only refuge. None besides you understands me, for you are my creator.
I've lost my hope in humanity to be understanding.
Please ease my affairs for me.
Please make this dunya the least of my concerns.
Please keep me guided, always.
Increase my love for you, oh Allah and for your messenger, our beloved prophet sal.
I've surrendered my life to you, i don't belong here... my place is with you ya rabb.
I'm blessed to be tested and tried, it brings me more n more closer to you. The world and all that it contains blurs in my sight.
I love you oh Allah ❤
“A person who has good thoughts cannot ever be ugly. You can have a wonky nose and a crooked mouth and a double chin and stick-out teeth, but if you have good thoughts they will shine out of your face like sunbeams and you will always look lovely.”
— Roald Dahl
Nobody likes you when you’re depressed. That’s just real. Y’all can sit here and try to tweet sympathetic shit about mental health but in reality, depressed people get categorized with negativity/toxicity and just drown in their own shit because people don’t wanna deal with it.
“I have always observed that to succeed in the world one should appear like a fool but be wise.”
— Montesquieu, Pensées
Don’t Be Sad (Quran 9:40 in Nasta`liq Script)
لَا تَحْزَنْ إِنَّ اللَّهَ مَعَنَا
Do not be sad, God is with us.
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