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Cherophobic Little LonelyHearts Club Boy ✌

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I dont even know you, but I can’t put the picture framed picture I have of you in my closet. I had to put it up on my shelf. I turn it away from me so that I dont see you and ask questions.. scared then the memories would come back to me and all of the sorrow too. E deleted you off of my social media so that I wouldn’t see you, but I didnt need you in front of my face to see you. The dreams came after S told me truth. Last night I barely slept. Maybe a mere 3 hours. Tonight will be the same, but within that 3 hours I saw you. I remember how you sleep how you I dont want these images… i hate that im avoiding sleep just so that I dont see you there and wonder. So that picture framed picture of you will remain facing the wall on the middle shelf. And ill keep avoiding sleep because im scared of knowing you.

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