I still blame myself
The blame the guilt ... Will it ever go away and will I be able to accept that it just happened to me, completely out of my control. Will I ever be able to recognize I'm a victim?

I still blame myself
The blame the guilt ... Will it ever go away and will I be able to accept that it just happened to me, completely out of my control. Will I ever be able to recognize I'm a victim?
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pls only reblog if u were abused
I would love to vanish, become so small that I became invisible.
wordsbyt (via wnq-writers)
& derealization - understanding #unreality
William Styron (via onlinecounsellingcollege)
If only your brain listened to you. :P
I feel great about talking 1 on 1 with most people, but interacting in large groups with strangers is definitely not a strong point for me. >///< Shy, introverted ghost understands.
Over time I lost contact with the world/ the present.
I hope the day I will be happy comes sooner than later. Actually, I don't need to be happy, just not unhappy anymore.
Unknown (via onlinecounsellingcollege)
So recogniseble. ..
note to self: you are an intelligent woman. forgive yourself for all the times you were stupid and naive. you are a woman of heart. forgive yourself for the times you were soft when you should have been hard.
Please keep your distance … I really need my own space.
Those days you don’t know what is going on, where you have gaps in your days, …
Unknown (via onlinecounsellingcollege)
No comment needed…
(via my-ptsd-survivel-guide)
The Offspring, Self Esteem (via music-and-quotes)
So recogniseble
Sometimes my days seem to be filled with so many dark, rainy clouds that al the colors in my life get washed away.
-creations to survive-