The duck fountain
““If you love somebody, let them go, for if they return, they were always yours. If they don’t, they never were.””
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I didn't just lose a friend, I lost someone I loved. I admired, someone I crushed on, someone I was afraid to admit the truth because I was scared of outcome if it didn't work out. I feel so useless. Isolating myself, pushing people away. Wasting my life.
Can't get anything right can I really. Really just second guessing life. Screwed so much up already I may as well call it quits and do everyone a favour.
Why can't people just be honest. Don't bs me into thinking something that evidently isn't true. How do you trust even a friend that can't be honest.
I found it funny that this one internet hater of thirty years boldly assumes I'd be jealous of her after months of game playing, leaking information personal to myself and my life with whom I would never tell a stranger let alone even trust a friend with, malicious call outs, hate messages, blackmail. If this individual would seriously think I would be jealous of her after all of that. Her ego must make up 99% of her body mass. Evident it's just mass and no brain because how thoughtless and malicious could one be to go so far just for a little personal gain and satisfaction.
Maybe I would be jealous if they were good, happy, carefree, caring, kind to others and a good laugh to be around, like the friends I'm lucky enough to have around me~~
That was an oddly satisfying little rant - looks even more fabulous in pink
Some people try too hard to be different that the lose any originality about themselves.