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@lolaisla

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Depressed! 🙂 everything I do is a mistake, if something good happens to me it gets taken away within a matter of minutes, what's the point of having good things in life if I don't deserve them. I want to crash my car when I'm driving, I want to cut my wrists every chance I get, I can't stand myself. Why does anyone even like me or talk to me? I can't do the simplest tasks, the simplest job. I'm worthless and no body wants me, I'm useless, nobody wants a winey chubby annoying and ugly person in their life, working at their job as their girlfriend. I'm scared I'm going to lose everything and everyone. I'm scared yet prepared because I know I don't deserve anything good. I'm a low life, a nobody. Nothing special, just nothing.

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shadysquid

I fucked up a job interview so bad today they asked me why I wanted to work at this fast food restaurant and I blanked and said that when I was little I liked their fries and wanted to be the French fry queen

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shadysquid

I got the job

Happy Thursday 🙂 Had a really good 5am run this morning, hit 4 miles and now am enjoying this breakfast outside on my porch with a giant coffee ☕️ ☀️