I saw you across the hall

I ran to the washroom in tears

I hid in the bathroom stall

I need to overcome my fears

My mind is clouded with thoughts of you

But have you even thought of me too?

I was convinced you felt the same

But I guess it was just a game

If your feelings are true

I guess you’ll have to find someone new

As i’m tired of waiting

For an idiot like you

Guess you could say most of it was on my part

But in all honesty, it felt like knives in my heart

- heartbreak

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serious

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if i can’t find the cure i’ll fix you with my love

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everythingisreallygross

Here's the start of my teenage "bucket list"

I want to start doing things I like. So here’s some things I wanna do before I turn twenty. This is going to be a long post! If you have any suggestions, message me :)

•go on a road trip with friends •plant a lot of trees •ride the Wild Thing at Valley Fair •eat crocodile on a stick at the state fair •get a Brazilian wax •finish an adult coloring book •go camping with friends •perfect your winged eyeliner •get an amazing bikini body •have a movie marathon •find the perfect lipstick color •get a stick and poke •get another piercing •go to Sephora for a maker over •go skinny dipping •get a facial (professional) •have one electronic free day •hold up a “free hugs” sign at MOA •learn how to braid your own hair •go to Canada •try the donut shop in Grand Marais •decorate your room perfectly •donate a crocheted blanket •get FLAWLESS skin •grow your hair long •do an alternative book project •have a 1+ year relationship •meet someone famous •be a counselor at Wolf Ridge •learn how to do eyeshadow •try every pie flavor at Betty’s Pies •have a 20+ person sleepover •be happy with how I look •be able to do the splits •put notes in library books •get my drivers license •donate blood •take selfies with strangers •buy a cook book and make every recipe •have a New Years kiss •go vegan for a week •have a water balloon fight •have a bonfire •sleep on the beach •write a song •have an unsupervised game of “hot seat” •learn how to walk in heels •doodle on white shoes •give 100 compliments to strangers in 1 day •have a nerd gun fight •get a “tan tattoo” •send a message in a bottle •kiss a girl •make caramel candies and hand them out •buy a sexy outfit and flaunt it •flag someone in public •cut someone’s hair •go to a party •blaze it •make the coolest cut offs •be satisfied with your art skills •graduate high school •have a pen pal •share a milkshake •make homemade pizza •crochet a dress •learn how to knit •get 100 notes on a selfie •play messy twister •go camping… Alone! •buy a bike and go biking •visit Ely and buy mukluks •go to Stanchfield, MN •NELSONS ICE CREAM •have perfect handwriting •have a picnic on the roof •volunteer •finish a Chapstick •make perfect slutty brownies •sleep under the stars •pull a fun all nighter •be able to paint your nails perfectly •have a bath with every LUSH bath bomb •see the northern lights •have a HUGE snowball fight

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writies

The sky is really beautiful, once in a while go out and look at it. It will smile you back in stars, sunsets, sunrises, grey clouds. Nature is fuel for the soul. Studies show that spending time in nature makes people feel more alive. So, if you’re feeling sluggish, you know what to do. Don’t settle. Don’t do anything you don’t want to do, if it doesn’t make you happy, like really-really happy, don’t even think about doing it. Also, if he makes you more sad than happy, trust me with this, you’ll be better off alone. Remember to compliment people if you like their smile, make-up, clothes or voice. Seriously, don’t lose the chance to brighten somebody’s day. People don’t change, believe me, maybe I generalize, but never give someone the opportunity to waste your time twice. It’s not “I’ll believe it when I see it”, but it’s “I’ll see it when I believe it”, our thoughts are very-very-very powerful. Honestly, you’re what you think you are, if you think that you’re beautiful and you look great today, everybody will think the same about you, I promise you, our thoughts can change our life, so pretty please, think positive & positive things will happen. Don’t worry about your past or future, just seize the day and don’t hurt yourself by thinking negative thoughts, because no amount of anxiety changes the future. If you’re feeling down, watch youtube videos with cats/dogs, funny videos, write down your crazy ideas, write down a to-do list, a bucket list, write things you like about yourself, write things you don’t like about yourself and try to change them or change your attitude. Find a new passion, I really like playing the piano on virtualpiano.net, it just makes me happy and I like learning new songs and playing them when I want to be in peace with myself. Take photos, a lot of photos, take photos of everything, of your mother, you, your brother, that pink flower, that beautiful girl down the street, your books, your diary, everything. You know what the say? “When a flowers doesn’t bloom you fix the environment in which it grows, not the flower”, so, think about it, maybe you need to change something in your life in order to grow? Be brave, be yourself, be kind, be happy, help people, go for what you want, believe in karma, be proud of yourself, smile, cry, but never give up, please.

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findmeinthedepthsoftheocean

It takes less than 10 seconds to respond to a text, to make a phone call. To let someone you love know you love them. It takes less than 10 seconds to tell them how important they are. To tell them you miss them, to make them feel important, missed and wanted. Don’t make excuses. Don’t say you got busy. 10 seconds of your time during the day. Perhaps before you get ready to go out, perhaps when you are waking up, or before you go to bed. Never let someone go to sleep feeling unimportant. All it takes is 10 seconds to make them have a better day, a goodnight sleep.

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It's simple

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3amwritting

You weren’t the first to capture my eyes, Or the first to kiss my lips. But you were the first to buy me flowers. The first to cheer my name. The first to see my heart. The first to stay.

A.P (via 3amwritting)

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