supercut - lorde
Awe he gave him a thumbs down
*doesn’t show affection* oh no, I’m making things awkward!!
*shows affection* oh no, I’m making things awkward!!
*exists* oh no, I’m making things awkward!!
i’m sorry i’m sad a lot it just gets really hard to be alive all the time
i just want to sit in front of the ocean for a little while
Had a conversation with a friend the other day, and I’ve been thinking a lot about it.
01. The feeling of nostalgia when I’m still here. Like this constant, underlying sadness about missing this place when I’m still right freakin’ here. I haven’t graduated yet. But it’s like, you know it’s coming and you know you’re going to miss it, so you’re just sad. All the goddamn time.
02. The feeling of all the work you’ve put into this place for the past couple of years being undone. And it’s not about being recognized for your legacy. But it’s just so strange because I used to be so involved on campus, but now that I don’t have responsibilities anymore, it’s hard to remember what that feeling was like -- that purpose, that feeling of being so busy, of making a difference. And it kinda feels like it never even happened. Like I didn’t even grow from those positions.