I'm definitely a romantic, I don't think life is really worth all the pain and effort and struggling if you don't have somebody that you love very much.
- Chet Baker
Homesickness
1. Louise Glück
2. Franz Kafka
3. limer3nce
4. Miriam Adeney
the saddest thing about betrayal is that it doesn’t come from enemies but from those u love the most
Thrillingly trapped by your kiss
Happily trapped by your eyes
But the worst part of all
Is you liked me trapped by your lies.
So I painstakingly took a match
It was so hard for me to do and see
But I set it all on fire, forcing you to lose all interest in me
From there I can finally start healing,
Finally help myself breathe
And when the smoke settled down
There was a tremendous relief...
Against your wish, I set myself free
...
If you were wrong for me, why did I have to fall in love with you?
c / of all people
Today “Easy on me” by Adele
Came on my Spotify
And suddenly I was back to last year
I can even smell the time difference
I feel the girl I was then
How different I am now
I mostly like who I am now
But I miss that girl
There was a depth to her
That I don’t have anymore
A hope to her too
That feels maybe gone now.
I miss her ability to connect
Her willingness to be open
She was both more and less guarded
And there was something beautiful about her
But she really had no idea at all
Mostly though, she had begun
To love him this time last year
And now I’m still here
But he is not
And perhaps, that right there
Is the biggest difference.
When I first fell in love I felt it in my elbows / When my heart broke I felt it in my throat / I never felt love so intensely before / I didn’t know what was happening / My hands shook and I felt the blood thumping in my arms / My brain wasn’t moving fast enough to realize what was going on / I knew I was in love / But I was still in love
first love, g.n.r
The leaves don’t change much here,
So much remains the same
The waters still and breezes low
No wonder change causes much fear.
Though the birds know the one true way
They never stay the same
As cold winds begin to blow
Dread settles in,
Their need for change begins to grow
And so a new beginning
Maybe I too am like the birds
all of the insanity that’s starting to show
Perhaps it has more meaning then any words
What I long for is to change direction
A chance to pickup and go
But I don’t know how I’ll make it there
My head won’t stop it’s spinning,
Thinking about you is anything but fair.
A.K.D

