Alice
i put 1 cause why not.. anyway cant believe 2020 is closer than 2012

REBLOGGING THIS CAUSE ITS ALMOST 2021
It’s about to be year 2023 and I’m still stuck in 2016.


Clear your mind here

I can relate to this
(via remanence-of-love)
There’s alot of things I want to tell you Like how I’m still sad everyday but I don’t spend every afternoon on the bathroom floor trying to get the courage to delete your number, Like how I pray to a God that I’m not even sure exists to please make it all go away, please make me go away I want to tell you about the aching that leaks from my pens whenever I try to write And how many times I’ve thought about calling you up and screaming I miss you I miss you I miss you I once read a quote that said that if you truly love someone you’d let them go and if they truly loved you they’d come back I guess the truth is you never really loved me I want to tell you about how I smoke until I can’t feel my body, until I hit the floor and how my friends call it a drug addiction, my therapist named it substance abuse It’s just that when you left, you took everything with you I want to tell you about how I still think of you as my safe place even though that house fell to the ground a long time ago I want to tell you about the sixteen poems I’ve written about you and how i still can’t admit I was in love I used to think no one could break my heart And maybe it’s true Maybe I broke my own
-R.J I was in love

