in all seriousness it's very alienating knowing theres Something Wrong With You. like seeing your mental illness come through in your behaviour and thought processes and knowing it's irrational and unhealthy, knowing other people are reading you as weird or stupid, and not being able to do anything about it is such a lonely experience
em dash = AI is so crazy to me. the em dash is my best friend. i couldn’t stop using her if i tried — and i would never try because i love her.
OP this is Twitter but I'm adding it bc it's too goated
Angela Davis & Ursula K Le Guin, visionary women for a hopeful future
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Hey hey fellas!!! I'm a disabled latam trans artist currently struggling with unemployment, health issues and trying my best to help out my parents when I can. Last month we thankfully managed to overcome some heavy financial issues in great part thanks to yalls support <3
I'm currently trying my hardest to find any kind of stable job and there's a high chance I might receive answers in the following weeks at last, but in the meantime i need help covering basic expenses like food, hygiene supplies and medicines. Please consider throwing me a couple pennies or, if you'd rather receive something in return, you can also get a a tiny traditional doodle like the ones below for VERY cheap!
Even if you're unable to donate atm, as always simply sharing this around as much as you can is always more than enough help. Thank you so much! 💗
in all seriousness it's very alienating knowing theres Something Wrong With You. like seeing your mental illness come through in your behaviour and thought processes and knowing it's irrational and unhealthy, knowing other people are reading you as weird or stupid, and not being able to do anything about it is such a lonely experience
how i look at you after saying something incomprehensible
i can't believe my brother DIED in my arms, and my family was under the rubble for 3 hours. My heart aches, and my hands are shaking. idk what to do. All I need now is to pay for my father and sister's surgeries, and buy medicine, clothes, and food for my injured siblings. Please donate plsss
majestic waterfalls of the north fork of the chicago river
the perilous scraggly peaks of rockford
city state of chicago, viewed from the placid waters of lake michigan
illinois beach state park sand dunes
the joyously colorful rolling hills of terre haute
shawnee national forest
lower wacker drive
the state’s great capital, springfield
the rambling eastern border along the mississippi river
paul bunyan statue
If I stay in my home I will go insane but if I ever leave I will also do that
or rather, it remains bad, as it has been, and i havent been able to fix it, because everything is expensive and it's only getting worse, and ive just been pretending its all super normal.
to be honest, i have not been good for a while now. the problem with being in a financial hole is that its very hard to get out of one, and since i'm disabled, i can't just take more hours at work. i have to order groceries, which adds 20-30 dollars in cost on top of the already expensive orders, and. yeah.
i try to pay it off, but doing so puts me in a bad position where i dont have enough money for the rest of the month... and i have to spend whatever progress i made. and then interest fees take whats left. its been net 0 for months. ive been trying to promote commissions incessantly, trying to earn my way out; thats not that easy, though. my last commission was in may, and overall, im not a super successful artist, but a hobbyist with little to show.
commissions are still up, and they always will be, but it's probably the time to be transparent about this since i do nothing but complain. i don't really know what to ever expect from this kind of thing, but. yeah. if you can help id appreciate it. im not sure if ill regret mentioning all of this but. yeah.
realistically, even if i get out of this specific hole, ill probably need help to some extent forever. i got here because tthings are too expensive and though i dont intend on letting it get this bad again, but. yeah. i don't know. im beyond the point of saying this is the last time because its always a lie no matter how much i hate myself for it. so sorry for the e-begging, thank you to any who reblog, and extra thank you to any who decide to get art or what have you. i love you, genuinely. tumblr has always been the only place my posts get traction and i get help so
last updated 8/7/2025: i feel like i should add some sort of counter to this so as of rn i've receieved 283 canadian dollars!! ty everyone, please keep reblogging if you can and i really appreciate it
i try to edit this whenever i receive something so if it goes a long time without updates its probably because i havent gotten anything in a while
people say "main character syndrome" is a thing but what about feeling like you're a side character in everyone else's life
when someone doesn’t wanna tell me what i did wrong and suddenly i’m 8 years old wondering what i did to make my mom mad again
What's so ironic about ZAKA -- the zionist disinformation movement that spread the Hamas mass rape, and the 40 babies beheaded hoax -- is that the founder himself was a prolific pedophile sex offender, who killed himself after being exposed
man there's being a sex offender then there's being this guy
or rather, it remains bad, as it has been, and i havent been able to fix it, because everything is expensive and it's only getting worse, and ive just been pretending its all super normal.
to be honest, i have not been good for a while now. the problem with being in a financial hole is that its very hard to get out of one, and since i'm disabled, i can't just take more hours at work. i have to order groceries, which adds 20-30 dollars in cost on top of the already expensive orders, and. yeah.
i try to pay it off, but doing so puts me in a bad position where i dont have enough money for the rest of the month... and i have to spend whatever progress i made. and then interest fees take whats left. its been net 0 for months. ive been trying to promote commissions incessantly, trying to earn my way out; thats not that easy, though. my last commission was in may, and overall, im not a super successful artist, but a hobbyist with little to show.
commissions are still up, and they always will be, but it's probably the time to be transparent about this since i do nothing but complain. i don't really know what to ever expect from this kind of thing, but. yeah. if you can help id appreciate it. im not sure if ill regret mentioning all of this but. yeah.
realistically, even if i get out of this specific hole, ill probably need help to some extent forever. i got here because tthings are too expensive and though i dont intend on letting it get this bad again, but. yeah. i don't know. im beyond the point of saying this is the last time because its always a lie no matter how much i hate myself for it. so sorry for the e-begging, thank you to any who reblog, and extra thank you to any who decide to get art or what have you. i love you, genuinely. tumblr has always been the only place my posts get traction and i get help so
last updated 8/7/2025: i feel like i should add some sort of counter to this so as of rn i've receieved 283 canadian dollars!! ty everyone, please keep reblogging if you can and i really appreciate it
i try to edit this whenever i receive something so if it goes a long time without updates its probably because i havent gotten anything in a while
