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six word stories

Aries Screaming loud but nobody can hear

Taurus I have no reason to apologise

Gemini I’m not alone but I’m lonely

Cancer The first time we held hands

Leo But nobody knows the real me

Virgo Tell me why I feel alone

Libra Pretending to be someone I’m not

Scorpio I care too much about everything

Sagittarius I wish I had no regrets

Capricorn I can’t let my walls crumble

Aquarius Show me my reason for existence 

Pisces I feel everything - it’s too much

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I’m an observer. I stay quiet, lowkey, taking in everything I can. Stolen glances, facial expressions, the way our eyes can light up, or as if there’s a whole universe imbedded in them. I pay attention when you think no one is looking, that’s when you learn the most about someone. The little mannerisms that make everyone so unique. I’m fascinated by the way people interact with each other. How someone looks at the person they love when their talking about their day. How completely focused and consumed a person is when reading a good book. The way you can tell how much hardship the world has put someone through when they talk about pain. How trusting someone is by how much they share about themselves because they’ve never been hurt. I feel disconnected from most people I come across, and I’m a very good judge of character because of this. Every conversation I engage myself in you may think it’s just a normal talk, but I analyze every single aspect of it. I notice the little things that mean so much to me.

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One day. One day this won’t be a long distance relationship anymore. One day I won’t have to wake up to a million texts because you woke up before me. I’m going to be waking up to your sleepy face and your whiney voice that pleads for “5 more minutes.” Your arms will try to pull me back to bed when I get up in the morning because what better way than to wake up to your soulmate and the sunshine flowing into our bedroom? One day I won’t have to check my phone before I head out for the night or to work. You’ll be there next to me on your tippy toes kissing me. Telling me to be careful or to tell my best friend to drive safely. You need me home safe. One day I won’t have to wonder anymore about what you would have said about a certain situation or what you would have done about something. You’ll be right next to me reacting exactly in the way you would. You’ll be in person telling me your opinions. One day I won’t have to wonder what I’m going to make for you and whether you’ll like it. You’ll be right next to me preparing our meals for us and our kids. You’ll laugh when something is horrible and chow down on what tastes amazing. One day we won’t have to be missing out on things we used to do on our own or with friends or family, because one day we will be doing everything, together. Our own family. Our own traditions. One day there will be no more spending on plane tickets and hotels and fancy dates to see each other. We will be spending money on plane tickets to see the world together and with our kids. We will be spending money on our future home we have always dreamed of in your favorite location. It will be our own home. One day I won’t have to deal with a bunch of yellow emojis trying very hard to tell me how you feel as you try so hard to explain your feelings and show me how badly you want me. You will instead be right next to me and the love you have for me will be exuding from your face. I will memorize the lines your face creates when you smile and when you’re upset. I will hear your laugh and it’ll make my heart beat and echo endlessly as we continue on. One day there will be no more, “I miss you’s” and “I have these days off,” to plan flights. It’ll become bunch of I’m so thankful we survived the months and miles away from each other. I’m glad I never have to let go of you again. One day there will be an end to having to “take care of ourselves.” It will be the two of us: inside a dark room, hearts beating loudly, breathing heavy, panting. The four walls that keep our darkest secrets waiting for the moans and screams of the ghosts of a long deprived hunger for love and making love with each other. One day our private conversations about weddings, engagements, adventures, and kids will be nothing but a happy memory. You see, one day, and we will get to that day, when I would kiss you where I want to kiss you the most: in front of God and in front of our friends and family, the ones who doubted us and the ones supporting us from day one.. We will be giving them a captured real life moment that our love, one that we built on communication, determination, commitment, honesty, sass, openness and trust, is one that is true. A love that, after any amount of time always have, always will, be able to stand the tests of time. Distance. And anything else that tries to get in the way.

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dear next girlfriend:

please don’t hurt me. if I’m dating you, that means that I see a future with you. I don’t date just to date, and I won’t be with you if I think it’s just gonna be temporary. so when I say that I care about you, that means I seriously fucking care about you. you’re my girl. my baby. I don’t care if you’re 5 minutes or 5 hours away from me, we will make this work. also, if I’m dating you, I want all of you. I want the good. the bad. I want rainbows and butterflies. I want the darkness that is deep inside of you that you don’t share with anyone else. I am so fucking understanding. I know that you’ll need some time for yourself, and so will I. I don’t need to be talking to you 24/7. we can text each other randomly during the day saying we are thinking of one another, and then FaceTime at night discussing how our days went. go on adventures with me. let’s go out to dinner. let’s binge watch an entire season of a show on netflix together when we both have a day off. let’s share clothes. let’s take a million pictures together. and be ready to be photographed constantly cus you will always look beautiful to me. please be loyal. please. and honest. that’s all I ask. oh and don’t mix up your and you’re.

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Anonymous asked:

Marisa don't let go... please ♥ Bri :(

I will always love the shit out of her but she’s happy and that’s what matters. lol it kills me to see her with someone else but that’s life and supporting and loving someone regardless is what matters most

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She’s one of those girls who doesn’t know what she’s doing, but she wants to know everything will be worth it one day. She isn’t amazing at one thing, just good at a lot of things, and that’s all she’ll ever be. She wishes she could be different, but she lives her life to the fullest anyway. All she truly needs is love to keep her sane. She looks at her world like it’s a book, with pages being read every day. She’s her own worst enemy and hardest critic. She knows she has flaws and tries to accept them, even though she knows she never fully will. More than anything, though, she just wants to make a difference one day, and she wants someone to remember her name.

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Three empty days.

They said to wait three days. Three days of no talking. Three days of not knowing where you went, what you did, or who you spent those days with. They said if after those three days of no communication, if you didn’t even attempt to call me, then maybe during those three days I wasn’t on your mind at all.

So now it’s the fourth day and I try to convince myself that maybe today will be the day your name will pop up on my phone. I kept my phone on loud just in case you called when I fell asleep. But it’s reached about 11:30 tonight and I don’t think you’re going to call. So I toss and turn and check my phone. It’s 4 am. You’re not going to call tonight.

The sun rose on the fifth day and I woke up with my phone still in my hand laying on my chest. That night I got about two hours of rest. No missed calls, no texts. Why haven’t you called.

It has now been three more days than three days. Why am I still worrying about why you haven’t called me? They said to only wait three days and it’s been six. I know I’m the one who walked away but I never thought you would let me go this easily. I thought I meant more.

There’s not going to be a seventh day. I wish you would have called. Goodbye

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Trust me okay, I know it’s hard to actually let someone go it’s hard when they are literally all you ever think about and they’re on your mind 24/7 like before you even think about getting out of bed, or when you’re half asleep in the shower trying to wake yourself up, when you’re getting ready for the day, and when you’re in math and you don’t understand what the teacher is saying so you start to day dream. I get it okay, having that one person in your head is a drug and right now you’re addicted. Letting go is never easy and it’s not gonna be, if it was we wouldn’t learn lessons that help us grow. You are the person you are today because of everyone you’ve had to let go. Remember in middle school when you were in love with that one boy or girl and they didn’t like you back and you were crushed, look at you now all mature and beautiful. You let them go when you thought you couldn’t and look at you now laughing at our old innocent selfies, don’t worry that day will come when you get to laugh about how sad you were and how unhappy they made you. Wanna know why? because you found someone perfect, someone who is going to put you through hell but make up for it by giving you the world a person who is going to listen and care. Someone who will go through heaven and hell to keep you there’s. Your day will come it’s going to take time but you are the only one stopping yourself from getting there because you won’t let go. It’s time enough damage has been made so thank them from putting you though hell, thank them from treating you like shit, thank them from making you cry night after night because at the end of the day the only person it helped was you. -A
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casdcan

I need everyone to watch this I’m smiling so fucking big

DO NOT FUCKING IGNORE

This remains the most precious human interaction on this festering, shitty website.

AWWWWW i kind of maybe teared up for a sec, i dunno why.

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Tips for her next, Now this may be the hardest thing I’ve had to do but for me this is my way of letting go, so here goes nothing. 1: She’s a sucker for sweethearts, it’s true because she told me herself Jan 5 2013 when I stayed up all night to be the first to say happy birthday mind you, this was before we dated so that gave me points. 2: She’s not just one handful she’s two, she’s crazy and over protective and sensitive and a very jealous person but trust me give it time you’ll get used to it, I promise, just remember she’s only like this because she cares, maybe too much but that’s better than not caring at all. 3: Instead of reminding her how incredibly beautiful she is, which we all know she is, show her not just by words but actions, make sure you tell the whole wide world she’s yours, you’re lucky she picked you so make sure you don’t forget that. 4: oh gosh does she love affection, see I was never really a big fan on cuddling but boy does she love it so make sure you hold her in your arms every chance you get, got it? Hold her hand, play with her hair, scratch her back, put her to sleep and just look at her breath, admire her, adore her, love her 5: she’s gonna wanna stroke your face and hold it while she looks into your eyes, just let her, even if it’s hot, even if she might mess up your make up, it’s moments like those you’ll miss the most. Trust me 6: Have fun, go on road trips, go to parties, take her for adventures and midnight car rides, come up with cute surprise dates, be spontaneous. 7: Protect her, guide her in every right direction, be her shield but do not and I repeat do not try to change her beautiful soul, she’s perfect the way she is so let her be who she wants, if you don’t like it leave now before you do anymore damage. 8: Make her your first and last priority, no matter what the circumstances 9: You must be her lover and her best friend, don’t just have sex but make love, be her shoulder she cries when her pillows aren’t good enough, be silly and weird it doesn’t always have to be so serious. 10: But most of all love her with all you got, it’s gonna take time for her to trust you completely but when she does don’t mess up, you’ll get in fights, you’ll think you’re right, you’re wrong she’s always right, always, you’ll say things you don’t mean, you’ll push each other away but all that comes with her she’s the package deal, you guys will laugh and cry you’ll make memories that are gonna last forever, it’s up to you if you want to continue them. So love her like crazy, give it your all and never forget to tell her you love her even if you know she knows she’s needy so she’s gonna want to be reassured every second, just deal with it. She was the best thing that happened to me regardless of everything so I know she’s gonna be the best thing that ever happened to you. Remember she was mine first so treat my girl right. P.s. Forever plus a day