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@littleanxietydisturbed

I'm a 16 year old girl who has to deal with ED and depression.

what are those first and second suggestions? this world gets kinda more creepy and weird every minute... whi tf eats their period blood?!?!?!

listening to Jet Black Heart on full volume cause not wanting to hear anything thats going on in the world

when i say i dont wanna live thus life anymore everyone says then stop living it the way u do now. get yourself something to eat, through away the blades and talk honestly. but its nit that easy, guys. u cant just stop doing such things u did for like the past two and a half years why can't anyone understand that?

i don't wanna be alive anymore... society is so cruel you even go get ur groceries without being judged

although i have a therapist i can't even talk truly honestly with her bout my feelings and thoughts...

i love and hate sleep at the same time. i love it because you can just forget everything and kind of get away from all your problems but on the other side when you wake uo again everything comes crashing down at once without hesitation

im javing an ED and my boyfriend still treats me normally and im so thankful like guys he still goes to restaurants with like no he doesnt care what I'm eating and actually always expects me to just eat a salad but noo I'm eating a fucking normal meal just to make him proud and i even ate a dessert with him tonight. i may have told him that i regret eating it but for him its okay cause he accepts me and likes me for who i am with or without an ED. guys i love him so much

starting to skip meals again-want someone to notice but dont want someone to...anyone here who knows this struggle?

i swear i love my boyfriend but when we ain't talking i feel depressed in a matter of seconds and then i can't hide my sadness from him

my boyfriend left the pub earlier last night and i kissed another guy... he went on kissing me on my neck... i don't know if i should tell my bf

I'm always asked why I'm smiling when i get a text or when i look at my phone- little do they know my boyfriend is the sweetest and most caring guy i ever mer

I'm so sorry for my boyfriend... I'm always pissed at him when I'm not feeling good... i wish i could tell him how much he really means to me...

i nnow I shouldn't expect so much from my boyfriend but he knows i wanted to kill myself yesterday and hasn't done anything about it...