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Youre Going To Ruin Me

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I fell in love with a boy who loves me back and I’m still somehow hurting
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xarenisoto
He is every risk I’ve ever taken. He is in every shade of brown eyes I look into. He is in every smile given to me. He is, what I thought, impossible to get to. He is an eternity of sweet bliss. He is in every crowd I pass through. He is the time that lives within. He is now only in my memory.

He is the one that got away ( @xarenisoto )

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toeverybrokenheart

“Once your attached to someone, well basically you’re fucked. Because so many things could go wrong. They could die. They could leave you. They could find someone better. They could not feel the same way. They could lose feelings. They could disown your trust. And they can tell white lies without you even knowing. There is just so much to lose when you get attached. It makes you scared to get attached.”

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theprocast
I’m sorry our story didn’t last as long as it could have. I hope that you’ve been feeling lighter since we’ve parted ways. I hope light has found its way to you. Sometimes I think I should have tried harder. Sometimes I feel like I failed you, like I could’ve put more effort into tending to the garden we called a friendship. I still wrestle with those feelings today, even though I know a lot was truly out of our control. There were chains we couldn’t break, and walls we couldn’t walk through. In the end, I just hope you’re smiling. That’s all that matters to me.

Maxwell Diawuoh, Once A Day (01/31/2018)

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pessimisticandrealistic
To everyone wondering if they will ever move on. Yes, you will. It will take you some time. By ‘some time’ I mean a long time. It won’t be easy. In fact, it will probably be the hardest thing you’ll have to go through. Moving on is messy. It is either being too happy or too sad at 3am. It is laughing till your stomach aches, or crying till there are no more tears to be cried and you just feel dead inside. Moving on is the shaking of your hands and the breaking of your voice when you realise that there will never be a them and you again. Moving on is wondering what you did wrong and why you just weren’t good enough for them. Moving on also means eating less and drinking more alcohol than you should. It also means stopping everything that you’re doing and thinking about them. Actually, you will think about them a lot. You will see their favourite restaurant and you will think of them. You will hear their favourite song and you will think of them. You will look at your coffee and the shade of brown will resemble the colour of their eyes. At one point they will be all you think about. It starts the moment you wake up and never ends because even in your dreams they will be haunting you. But one day you will wake up and you will feel okay. The next day you will feel more than just okay, you will be fine. You will think of them still, yes. But it’s going to be a different kind of thinking. It will be a “wherever they are, I hope that they are fine and happy” kind of thinking. You will have moved on. You will have survived this hell. You will slowly but surely forget them more and more each day, and forgetting will never have felt that sweet. But you have to let yourself hurt before you can heal, remember. To everyone wondering if they will ever move on, you will.

e.s. // to everyone wondering if they will ever move on. (via pessimisticandrealistic)

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possessive-in-your-face-poetry

Heartbreak

When I thought about heartbreak

I imagined a pain

A pain so great it would tear me apart

A pain so horrible you don’t wish it your greatest enemy

But right now

There’s nothing

Nothing but this hollow smile

That hides the pain I feel inside

And sweet little laughs that stop the pain

When I think about you

But the pain will come later

In the night, when I’m alone

And no one can see my tears

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lovesick

i am lovesick shivering on a cold day smoking a cigarette and touching her the way i want you to touch my lips

the thing is, i know you love smoking and these buildings that have survived wars

i swear, every time i let smoke leave my lungs every exhale is more seconds until i have to let you go off the balcony

so i smoke another one and another one i can’t get enough of you as hard as i try i just can’t

my fingers dance and touch your body that is burning up i breathe you and i feel you on my tongue

now i have you in my bloodstream and lungs ever since you gave me that exhale of the smoke that was filling your lungs for some time before making it’s way into my lungs that were ready for it way before my lips

- b.p.

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poemsbyc

Drunk Dial

This is the part

in the story

I get drunk

and tell you

I miss you desperately.

- C. February 10th, 2018

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alhwrites

of course i hope you’re happy and you get everything you ever wanted, but deep down, i also hope you spend the rest of your life regretting the fact that you chose to give up on me.

— alhwrites

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learningtolove0619

This was my fear and it happened to me!! I was dating a guy for 5 and ½ years almost 6 years and I found out New Years Day he was cheating on for the past 4 months.. I thought he was gonna be my soulmate, my husband, my future children father… We have broken up now and Im doing better..