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Caroll Renard (They/She)

@lilyportslatecove

Guys this account is basically just dead at this point, I don’t feel comfortable coming back here after the shit I’ve done. Even though I didn’t know what I was doing was harmful, I made an offensively stereotypical AU character design for a character who in the source material was originally white, I intended to base this design on ancient Egyptian harps and I added stereotypical features (ie eye makeup and a neck ring) to the design and just played into stereotypes in general without being aware, and it’s caused a lot of discomfort in ppl I knew on Discord (where I showed it to them), and I am deeply ashamed of myself for what I’ve done and how I made ppl feel. The best I can do is just research more about these stereotypes, focus on being more aware of the racism that SWANA people face every day in part due to these stereotypes (as well as the racism ALL people of color face), and move on from this loss of friends and not let it get to me. This might not be the best apology/departure post ever made because I struggle with words, how I can come off to people, and letting my emotions out, but from the bottom of my soul, I’m genuinely, extremely sorry for everything.

here's positivity for all afab enbies, y'all don't get enough, you're not "basically cis women" or "not really trans" you're exactly who you are and that's amazing

Likewise, here's positivity for all amab enbies, because god knows the world treats y'all rough, you're not "basically men" or "too male", you're not dangerous or scary. You are who you are and you're always welcome at my table.

here’s positivity for all intersex enbies who are one of the above or neither, you’re not a “stereotype” or “confused” or a “problem that needs to be fixed” or a way to win an argument, your experiences are valuable and you deserve to be listened to a whole lot more than you are. You are who you are and no one has the legitimate right to say otherwise.

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anyway i think instead of having internet fandoms or whatever we should consider them internet neighborhoods. my mutuals mutual posts about things and interests i could not possibly understand but i will smile and wave while watering my flowers when they pass by

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additionally: the term “acquaintance” has always felt too stuffy but the term “friend” is not one i afford to just anyone (both for their comfort and my discretion) but i believe the term “neighbor” carries a certain kindness that says “i know you, and i dont know you, but i do care about you. i would like you to know that at least”

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New carebear is named Pissed At You Bear and he's just pissed at you

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Grumpy bear is just grumpy and not feeling it... He doesn't actively have a grudge against you. Okay? Pissed at You Bear is actively pissed off at you for something YOU did. He's a different bear. His belly badge is a screenshot of your text conversation with him.

what did you SAY to him

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This is my best friend

Specify in the tags please what species or breed of animal you would choose as a witches familiar if the most obvious were off the table

Let's have fun with this

For example for me it would be a great white shark

Also yes men you can interact with this poll too

Here are the MMD models of the machines from Bob the builder I created. It wasn’t easy creating them though cause I wanted them to look like their Television counterparts, but I mange to make them perfectly if I say so myself.

The 3d Machines 💅✨