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I am pretty weird ngl.

Hi I go by names YuRi or Lily. I like blood and jojo. I pretty much like seeing people in pain but I help them too so stfu. I am schizophrenic so I am pretty weird but my frens say it's my mental health that's getting bad, but I really feel I am good. I hate LGBTQ shit too like I am a asexual but I don't rub it onto your vaginas so- yea it's actually weird. If someone doesn't want to respect stfu and move on. I am just not scared of death either. My dreams are weird too it's like about a vampire girl I used to talk comes in my dreams and it's cool ngl but you'll say oh it's dangerous. Nah idc I mean kekibon if you read this damn I saw more cursed videos.

Thanks for wasting your time.

I don't hate socializing but I prefer not to-

I don't understand the stan culture. I understand loving a person but isn't stanning too much? You'll keep fighting "BTS" is the best or "BLACK-PINK" is the best do you not realise they don't give a flying fuck on what you fight on? They do their stuff and get paid. They don't care if you simp or fight for them I mean they'll never even fucking remember you dude like c'mon. I think ppl with anime waifus are better because atleast they know the thing they like is fake. Btw I ate 2 fucking burgers and large fries and I still feel hungry I'll fucking drink coffee now so ba bye!!!!???!?!!?!

Since nobody asked, I'll just tell. I am open to any conversations you have but I am not interested in being frens with you unless I think you are E🅱IC enough otherwise I don't give a flying fuck about your interest in me. My gender is unknown so stfu I use he/she/him/her/they/them. So yea idc anyways fucking fuck off. Bye lol-

I am not a poet but I once wrote a poem I'll just post it here so I can find it easily lol. I wrote it around the time I wasn't having good days I mean actually people just say "it's going to be fine" it's not true. "It's going to be fine" only "if you wanna be fine". Anyways here's the shitty poem

"Living is fine it's not as bad as I make it look"

I stay awake in the night

My brain and my mind having a fight

I am alone, laying on the bed

I am alive but I know, from inside I am dead

I can't hear talk between myself and me

Because my frustrated myself is messing with me

Looking at the past , future seems so fun

But all of a sudden I am already done

I am shocked how far I came in life

I am trying not to give up but I can't survive

I sit alone on da roof with sky as my blanket

Sky full of diamonds , it seems so romantic

I saw a shooting star , wished my friends will stay happy and strong

I am just messed up , everything seems to go wrong

Siting alone in my room , wearing my fav jacket

Completely lonely and eating the chocolate that I had in the pocket

I want to live permanently in my grave

No more pain , no more lies and I hope everyone I know is safe

It's all my fault everything could have been great

I can't even cry, I thought it was too late

I went to sleep and woke up late in the morning

I thought of dying but in the end I found it boring

I got so happy that now it's fine, before that it was only mourning

Slowly I began to realise life is like a book

Then I realised "Living is fine its not as bad as I make it look"

I go out in the park , sky so blue I want to fly

I look up and saw butterflies, eagles flying high in the sky

I was feeling happy but I already lost the shine of the eye.