My “onlyfrans” got approved so if you’re interested in joining me on this new journey link is in my bio! Positive people only tho! Don’t fuck with bad vibes 🙅🏻♂️ https://www.instagram.com/p/CTtlSKGrJFy/?utm_medium=tumblr
Someone hmu lol https://www.instagram.com/p/B0kWYmpHsvB/?igshid=1c6ofvcfx6ec4
Someone hmu plz lmao #boredaf #hmutho https://www.instagram.com/p/BqeN62cBG4Y/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1ltnwckgdkish
"So fuck me right? Because that's what it seems like when it something goes right for you and wrong for me. But I ain't tripping, in the end I see everything in the view of the truth. So instead of saying fuck me I'm just gonna say fuck you. I know who rides for me and I now now it ain't you. So before you come back to me figure out what you wanna do. Because I ain't with that fake shit and I ain't fuckin with you. So fuck you and all your riders, I see that they all bitches but they ain't no damn fighters. So raise your glasses and flick your lighters. R.I.P to the old me, because the new me ain't dealin with the liars.👌🏼💪🏽"🎶🎤
Been making a lot of these poems latley
Isn't it funny how time flys? When your heart thinks it finally found the love of your life.... Then you relize that it was make believe, a vision that you wanna see but it turns to be just a movie scene. Sometimes it's hard to breathe, and easy to believe that this hate could be the end of me. But I won't let death be the referee, because only I can control me. Even when I'm feeling alone, I know that even if it doesn't wanna show... That love will be here soon enough I just have to let my heart know. My eyes illuminate the darkness it feels like my bodily figure glows. But everybody knows that no matter how hard you try to let it go, on the best nights deep inside you can feel the pain grow.... And it's like nobody notices so you just try to leave it alone. So I try and try, to keep myself writing every line, which makes everything around me slowly die. And you start to relize... "Maybe I'm just not what people wanna be around", which makes me wonder why, I still keep myself up every night, just so nobody can here my emotions scream out and cry. Yet I still haven't said goodbye... So I take it one step at a time, slowly and painfully I still walk around like nothing is wrong. Walk past my old friends like faint memories and singing to myself my favorite song. Just walkin along... Building a wall that even I don't have the strength to knock down after all. At the end of the day I just wanna fall, to the ground and cry out but I keep it low enough while I'm hiding in the bathroom stall...
Good Morning
Good morning world, get up and smell the bacon arouse your nostrils. Listen to the birds chirping away and get ready for today😁☀️🌅🐦🐔
Broken- Poem
I'm broken but far from dead, I see you with someone new and couldn't get you outta my head. I remember when we used to play wrestle messin up my bed. "Baby I love you" is the last thing you said. Or should I say lie, because everything you promised me has already died. I'm looking in the sky emotionless watching the birds fly by. And people wonder why every night, I used to wake up and cry. I used to go out and get high because for some stupid reason I couldn't find the reason why... But I relize now, it was never me it was you. From the first date my heart grew. But it was for the wrong reasons. Your character against me changed like the world with the seasons. Yet I still stayed, I saw something that I couldn't escape. My friends told me you were bad news, but I stopped talking to them and continued to stay with you. Now I know why I thought I needed you. I thought that you would keep me safe, from the monsters in my head and your hands on my face... I guess that was my biggest mistake. Because your love for me was obviously fake. I thought that I was happy with you but now I know.... Maybe this is the way it has to be. Living on my own without you deceiving me. You no longer covering my vision I can finally see... That you were always the broken part of me. I used to day dream, of how we would work it out, I know now without a doubt... That breaking already broken souls is what you were about. And now every time I bleed, I can see the darkest part inside of me. Screaming at me in the middle of my shattered dreams. Telling me that not everything is not what it seems. Years later I'm still slowly fixing my heart... That you tore out of the mended seams. Crying every night from the banshee shrieks. So the loveless life is what I choose. Because loving you... My life would lose. Every DNA strand, every piece of my bruised up hand... From me punching the wall instead of letting us end. But now I see, years from now I will have a gorgeous wife and beautiful kids. Having no worry and forgiving my sins, Hanging out with my old school friends. I'm still broken but I look like the happiest man, because after all this time I was outside looking in. Yes I'm broken but I am chosen, to represent the ones who have not spoken.
This is so cute honestly, wish I had this Forreal