yummy omg im craving some rn
no one’s ever gonna really truly get you but that’s okay because you get you and you get to have this secret magical world that is entirely your own in the expanse of your imagination
they should invent a life that is liveable and a sleep that comes easy and a winter that doesn't feel like decay and a spring that doesn't feel like the past and a head that doesn't hurt and a heart that doesn't sit in your chest like a rock and a body that doesn't hate you and a hometown that doesn't make you lose your mind and a university that won't kill you they should invent a me that is normal I think that would be really neat. ok good night I love you
Mizu to sakura (water and cherry blossoms), by Maro Nagashi.
The hoes are unimpressed with your sarcastic detachment, and are enchanted with my sincere wonder. Writhe like the worm you are.
unstoppable force (trying desperately to see the good in life) vs immovable object (wishing life would be kinder to me)
"this changed my life!" me at a multitude of things bc i'm dynamic and have an open and big heart
living with your parents is so weird. you are never alone. you are always lonely. you can't tell them anything. they are the first people you want to call when something happens. they don't understand you at all. they are always there for you with words of wisdom. you need privacy. you just want a fucking hug. the home feels so warm and lively. your bed and your heart feel so, so cold. you are loved. you will literally cry if they don't stop talking. you cannot spend another minute in the house. you cannot bear to leave.
I'm a smiler. I admit it. A giggler. I'm a laughy guy. I laugh at my own jokes before I can finish them, I laugh at my friends' jokes, and I laugh at them too much and too loud. Can't help it! Sorry for being full of love and joy!
