i do believe that once you overcome (even if not perfectly/fully) a deep emotional wound you leave better than how you were before it.. as in like, kinder , more aware etc = happier.. even if in an ideal world such traumas shouldnt exist they do crack open your heart to let the light in... its just a paradox like there is one almost everywhere you look..

it's true...... each time ur heart is shattered.. if u are gentle and put the pieces back together, there is an extra piece that is added.. built of magic and wisdom and kind love..... everything grows back slightly bigger and better and stronger and with deeper capacity for complexity and wholeness and Knowing..

and what did i do to ever deserve it

one thing i need to start living by is “become the thing that you want” if i want friends who throw themed parties maybe i should start throwing those parties. if i want someone who writes me love letters maybe i should start writing letters for the people i love. if i want to hang out at museums and pretty cafes maybe i should invite my friends to these places. and maybe even then i won’t find the kind of people i want to be around. but then i would have become the exact person i want to be around. and maybe that’s good enough.

Matt Bailey

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[Start ID: A disabled parking spot where a figure in a wheelchair has been painted over the original, making it look like one one of them is in the other’s lap and they’re kissing. /End ID.]

every single person you know has something in their life and past that is probably worth collapsing to the ground in an uncontrollably sobbing heap over, so be nice to each other and tell good jokes

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