This is going to be my last post for awhile while I take some time to myself . I lied to someone I love more than anything in life . I was a terrible person . I wasn’t the man I should have been to her. I didn’t see her for her and I took advantage of her love for me. Words don’t mean much , but action tell it all. My actions for years have shown me to be nothing but a lying , manipulative , angry , mean human being . I am taking strides to change all of that and be a better person , not only for her but for me . I will take this time to go to counseling and therapy and seek help. Deactivate my social medias and start over . I will focus on the what and not the when . If god allows it he will guide me and her in the right direction. I will be a loyal man to her . I will see her for her and I will take strides to creat a non toxic environment for us to thrive and flourish in . I love her and I want the world to know . And I will work on myself everyday . For her and for myself . I will be loyal , faithful and cherish her the way she deserves. I appreciate all the support and positivity this community has given me . Thank you all
