its because you did nothing instead of something..
its just... sad sometimes
我累了
i dont know every day also like this, but it seems like its always like this
i really dont know how to
its not you, its just me.
when you don't even know what you're crying for anymore.
letongg reblogged
“I hope we last. I hope we do.
But if we don’t, this is how I want you to remember me:
I want you to remember me curled up, listening to the sound of your heartbeat and tracing maps across your skin. Remember me laughing at your jokes, even the stupid ones. Remember me in hysterics for absolutely no reason and in tears because one time you made me so sad neither of us thought I’d recover. Remember me brave, that time you held my hand and I thought I was going to die; remember me scared and gentle and delicate and breakable - only for you though, only for you.
Remember me happy, and all the ridiculous ways I tried to get your attention. Remember the way I was too stubborn to talk to you and how absolutely insane it drove the both of us. Remember all the firsts and how they were so delightful we went back for seconds and thirds and fourths. Remember the songs you couldn’t stop listening to and the childish dreams you allowed yourself about the future. If it’s any consolation I allowed myself to have them too.
If it comes to it I don’t want you to remember the ending.
Remember the beginning. Remember the first time you knew.
S.Z. // Excerpt from a book I’ll never write #132 (via blossomfully)
i wanna go back ):
tired of surrounding just not you, but...
why am i so tired
telling you doesnt make any difference, so might as why dont say right....
why am i putting myself in a uncomfortable position
never been said by anybody like that, fuck off. idc who you are.
regardless of age, respect come first, you respect me, ill will too, if not, dont bother to receive any.
i almost thought its all just a dream only, about to wake up and face it.
i guess tonight is not the night
kind of tired, idky..
please dont make promises you cant keep, again.
which I shouldn't be...